YAY

2012-01-29T11:10:00.001+08:00

HELLO!!!
its been a super long time since i have posted !! cause i have been having too much fun playing !!!!!!!!!

did many many stuffs this holidays..
lols.
radiance sleepover !!!
cny visiting !!!
4m gatherings !!
europe trip !!
1st dec!!
xav bbq!!
jon bbq!!
lynn bbq!!
ice skating !!
dance outing at sentosa!!
dinners with siling !!
results posted !!
and laaastly ... USS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA PLUS SLEEPOVER !!
like almost everyday is booked up !
some days even divided into different sections to meet different people !!

radiance sleepover was damn cool !!
its like we stayed up until 6/5 ?? and just talked about everything and anything !!
then we brushed teeth together LOL.
while i painted my nails a pastor colour LOL.
but it was just very very cool and nice to just relax and spend time !!
at first we didnt know what to do !!!
but time just went on and on and somehow !! it became damn fun !!
i even forgot what we did LOL
played rumi-O which is closely related to mahjong ..
explaining why radiance was dam addicted to it LOL
and it was fun !!
also played guess who !!
2 people daidi !!
next time should play speed !
and talked a lot !!
until i fell asleep LOL
very very cool bonding day ..!

was a bit sad and happy that i was going to ice skate the next day !!
and omg ice skating was dam cool
at first i was scared like mad LOL
gripping on to the sides every second .
idk how the gay vernice... SKATED LIKE CRAZY ONCE SHE ENTERED THE RING LOL
only leaving me and joey at the sides like noobs hahas.
cheryl was there !! and she really helped us along with her friend.
who is from RJC whoaa!!
then somehow i managed to .. get the hang of it ..!!
and skated without holding !! and more comfortable !!
and like just the sensation of skating on the ice rink was A DAM GOOD FEELING LOL
like just so free and happy and smoothe !!
feeling the wind LOL
there were many pros pros like dam pro people there too !!
they were so pro they motivated me to do better in ballet LOL

ver and joey fell quite a few times !!
i didnt fall at all !! until ...
LOL
joey kinda used me as a balance!!!!
hahaha and we both fell !!!
it was like the way u hold hands side by side while skating ...
then she suddenly lost balance. and used me as a counter balance.LOL
until i was off balance !
and i fell !!
and pulled her a long with me LOL .
BUT IT WAS KINDA DAMN FUN !!
tho my clean record was blemished cause of her!! grr ..
:D
joey really scared me by remaining on the floor shivering without getting up !!
even after me and ver went to her she just knelt on the floor and kept shaking LOL
clutching her spine ..
and then ... PRINCE CHARMING APPEARED !!
LOL AND HELPED JOEY !!
WHO STILL REFUSED TO FOLLOW PRINCE CHARMING GUIDANCE LOL
AND FINALLY SHE GOT UP AFTER HE OFFERED HIS HAND !!

it was dam cool and romantic.
LOL the image is like... imprinted in my mind now and forever .
the guy was damn sweet and caring !! not very shuai .. but character very good LOL .

anyway that i could say was the climax of the trip . plus the sensation of skating itself !!
joey and ver both had .. problems uncomfortable feeling after the skating .
joey had rash and ver had a bad bad headache !!
only leaving me with !!! healthy HAHAHA.
so we didnt talk much on the journey home.
but it was still very fun !!!!!

omg i typed so long about ice skating.

jon xav lynn bbq was fun as usual . and lotsa food !! and just fun and hyper !!
very very happy !!!
just eating and playing and talking !!
even at jon house also coontinue !!
i still remember i smashed the cake onto jons face LOL
and the prep work for the bbqs!!
making of the damn good sambal prawn OMG
and shopping for the food.
and bbq mashmallow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and just very very very happy !!!
me and elson fighting over xav too LOL
and i am damn excited for my bbq !!!! :D:D:D

oh yeah
as for schools ..
acjc is my first choice and nyjc my second !!
i dont mind if i go to either schools LOL
cause even tho acjc seems like a better n nearer school ..
nyjc have always been my dream school !!!! LOL
so i just leave it up to faith !!!
im just damn damn determind to study hard !!

i joined ballet too !!
had my first ballet class yesterday !!
is was so tiring ..!! my legs feel like lead now !!
but i am damn determind to do well in ballet too !!!
i dont care how much pain or fatigue i will feel anymore !!!
i just wanna do well !!!!!
and it felt as if i have come home again :) after my first class...
somehow i feel that i really missed ballet ..
tho now my dance standard have dropped after a year ..
THIS WILL NOT HINDER MY PROGRESS !!
INSTEAD.. IT LEAVE A GREATER ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT !!!!
WHICH YL CAN DO !!!
HELL YEAH !!

dinners with siling.. every dinner was always always always filled with laughter and nonstop chatting LOL
idk how we do it ..
its damn fun and refreshing !!

oh yeah!
i really enjoyed all all the visitings !!!
its like seeing your relatives and spending time with them is cool!!!
for my dad side it has always been damn .. enjoyable.. and filled with lots and lots of FOOOOOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
visited many houses with my cousins !!
i still remember we ate so much cny snacks in all the houses .. until my whole big family .. including my ahma and ahgong.. didnt eat dinner !! cause was very full !!!

for my mama side .. i dont know why .. when i came in i alr felt very happy !!
it felt a bit like coming home !!
and idk why LOL
then like seeing all the familiar faces ..!!
then i felt happy and kinda hyper a bit on my own LOL.
as usually we played games !! now through play station !!
there was fighting games .. shooting .. more fighting games LOL.
playing and talking ..
then then the coolest part of it was the game uncharted!!!!!!!!!!
SO COOL. like watching a movie .!!
my cousin played !! he is damn pro at the game LOL.
about this guy who was in this secret mission ..!! kinda sabo !! and at times on the brink of death!!
and like the adventure and everything super cool !! heart stopping. jaw dropping adventure !!
i was really into the whole game like a show !!
like every mistake the guy makes then i suck in a deep breath for him !!!
LOL . and just very very addictive !!
the comments my cousin made was also damn funny LOL like comic relief to the suspense !!!
:D :D

then came ... 4M GATHERING AT SILING HOUSE !!
im sure all of us had that fear ..!!!
the fear that things will go awry ..
but it didnt !! and it was damn fun !!
started with once we entered the house . . lester started the gambling thing !! then everyone gambled !!
then we ate steamboat and 'lau-ed' it !!!
and just shoot each other across the table !! made random jokes !!
added lotsa veggies !! n other food .. and sotong !! n prawn !!!
and just had fun eating together !!!
next was kinect !!!!!!!! while others gambled !!!
also very very fun and very high !!
next was bridge !! and MY LUCK WAS DAMN AWESOME .. won almost every round !!!
and i announced that if i won i will go gamble for the first time EVER in my life !!!
and i did LOL by a close shave !!
and i went gamble !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn high and thrilling LOL.
at first i won 2 bucks !! then i lost 4 bucks !! so overall i lost $2 !!
but i swear it was the happiest $2 i have lost LOL
just like the thrill of the whole game ! fighting against banker !!
playing with money is fun LOL. but i controlled myself !! :D
went back kinect then sent lester home !!
next we all sat at the table and one group played bridge again the other play asshole daidi !!
i rised and upgraded and downgraded !!
chime is an excellent king !!!!!!!!
LOL.

coolest part would be the group slapjack !!
all of us had around 6 cards to play !!!
and the 10 of us just pay together !!!!!
very very fun !!
after that went lot one to makan dinner ..!! ATE CREPES :D :D
felt a bit sad about leaving everyone ..
and then rushed to airport !!
sent my uncle off back to USA !! :(
i kinda enjoyed the time with him !!

omg i havent posted about uss and sleepover yet .
gotta go bai nian!!
collest money LOL
BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2012-01-12T21:33:00.004+08:00

ok i know ive been withholding many many things from here long in enough
LOL

ba ba ba dam dam !!!!!
CHIANG CHIANG !!!
QIAAAAAAAAAAANG !!!
traDITional chinese music to announce the reveal of my l1r5 ...

CHIANG CHIANG CHANG ...
i got .....
7 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9 RAW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway. that reaction above was the later reaction to my results
my very first reaction was..
guilt.
pure guilt.

i felt that i have stolen the results of my friends .
my 4m friends... many of them should really have scored better than me.
cause throughout the past 2 years.. they always always own me.
and they were my aim.
i was laggin behind and trying desperately to catch up.
barring myself from tele was only one part of it.
eating while studying
crying day and night
pasting a large notice on my door to remind my family not to shout.
asking questions to joey and lynn whenever i had one straight away.
going to school to ask again .
meeting teachers privately bombing them with compiled questions and papers to mark.
asking questions in class .
having 2-3 tutions.
scribbling a single word for over 10times just to memorise it.
studying mentally as i revise all the info on my way to school and back. while i brush teeth and bathe. whenever i have nothing to do.

it paid off .

but never in my life i would ever dream that .. my score could actually be lower than my friends.
i cant believe it. even now i cant.
i even apologised to one of them LOL

it like feel so stupid to outsiders about how i felt for those that .. dont get it .
my friends were crying all around me in the hall .
and even when theyre not . i know they feel miserable .
and i felt so dam helpless and undeserving .
i have never ever ever ever ever ever in my life. thought that i could get 7
and i have neverx 10 . thought that i could reach them .

in any case. i think that led to the flurry of tears later on .
LOL

so rad was quite sad.. then we went to look for margret..
but she wasnt there :( i miss her !!!
in the end met mr tan and rad got advice from ms teo .

LOLi feel very happy now cause just talked to siling
me and ver gonna teach her how to dance LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
im looking forward to it
A LOT
LOL
I FEEL LIKE TAKING A VIDEO
shhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont be so bad
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA

okok back to story.
so i went down stairs and saw ver reine huiting.
on my way walking there or smth.. i met the .. school uncle cleaner ..
mr tang?
then he told me like he sick for 2 weeks
everyday of his life.. just go home alone . nobody or family is there..
and like his pay is $900 a month
and he said bye to me and is happy that ive graduated tho i wont be there to say bye uncle! and ''chi fan le ma?'' and very few ppl like.. talk to him .
and
i just cried LOL

like TBT alr
tahan so long

i will miss commonwealth and the teachers and the auntie uncles.
everything..

oh yeah im quite happy that ..
mrs loh read my card and was very very touched until she cried !!!
and she told siling about it !!
i will miss her a lot !!
shes like my second mama there .. always there for me !!!
see my cry in school like.. so many times .
so unglam and everything.
LOL

anyway !! on to happier things !!
i just cant believe i have to chance to go aj and acjc and ny
and i actually can decide between all 3 ..
even in earlier posts i said ny was my dream school !!
and everything worked out fine ..

its like..
feel happy that stuffs paid off ..
i think that.. it might be cause i was devastated by my prelim 2 results.
and i swore to myself i will improve.
and studied dam hard after that ..
its like the returning of papers for prelim 2 is unforgetable ..
like.. it was so so so bad.
i cried so much cause all my marks was. beyond hope.
and i just.. lost confidence.
24 points for l1r5 LOL
how to ... pick myself up?!

but somehow i did.
and for the 3 retest... i managed to get a1 for all three papers and decreased until 16 !
and got study leave.. which wasnt much of a leav cause i went school for consultations.
and mugged at home.

oh yeah
i also learnt that ultimately.. whats most important is the day itself.
never ever ever get over confident.
cause nobody gives a shit about how u did for prelim. its the day that counts.
so study until u can answer everything !!

okok enough about that
yesterday and today afternoon i was overwhelmed with ... questions .
to myself LOL
like many many many
which school to go ?
where ?
why ?
environment?
people

and i finally decided.
1. acjc
2. nyjc
3. aj
4. pj

why?
cause the rumors is true to only some ppl ..
and acjc has results and good environment !

aj overall results might be good.
theyre best in maths.
which can be learn through practice .. like a lot a lot of practice..
worst in general paper.
which is super important.
plus its stressful

nanyang.
i would go.. but i want to put myself in smarter environment so i will feel pressure .

so i decided that ..

no matter what
my dream school
my dream future.
it is NUS
and i know i can get there .. as long as i continue to study harder.
i know nanyang and acjc are play hard schools ..
and so . i am prepared to play hard in school and have lotsa fun.
but everynight.. at least study 3 hours . to 4 hrs.
for my future.
this way i can be happy and get results for sure..
let the more relaxed environment .. charge me up for studying or something .
ultimately . its Alevels
playing doesnt get you anywhere !
im like just one step away from my dream..
i just hope the teachers there can help me ..

tho i also dont want to have a miserable school life !! like i dont want to fele so pressured and sick of the environment..
full of tears LOL
i want to do my best in studies no matter what.
dont waste this chance im given..

OKAY YEHLIN U CAN DO IT !! FOR NUS !!!!

oh yeah i wanted to mention .
through this olevel results thing. i reconnected with a lot of ppl !!
and met a lot of ppl in open houses !!
i think its dam cool LOL

met amelia celeste regena zeyi and one more girl LOL
during all the visits to jc open houses yesterday !!!
felt abit like cckps feeling LOL

also met the 2/1 ppl !!
qianyi songlin yemin chunglok
cheryl jian yong sathya
then met jie rou
and also met VER AND CHLOE !!
hahas sat down and talked a while !!
ahh ..

HEHEHE I JOGGED 2.72KM TODAY !!! after like 6 months of no exercise or smth!!

okok felt very happy and cool
via sms and fb also talked to jingci nickson siewyi andrea lina shafiq
and made calls to siling radiance xavier jonathan reine and like many many many ppl and kept multi tasking talking to different ppl !!!

so yup !!
quite cool !!

okok BYEEE !!

2012-01-09T00:02:00.002+08:00

hi !!
today went lynn cousins house, paul. with lynn !!
plus zach. james and supposingly khim !!
but khim fell asleep !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas
i think i like knowing lynn family inside out le HAHAHAHA
as in not like their.. everything.
but like know them and they know me !!!

so anyway the 5 of us played halo !!!
using two xbox console!!!
the older. me lynn paul. vs the younger . zach james
hahas it was dam dam fun
and like exciting !!
cause play with 4 others and play in groups !!!
then just kill kill kill
then we went down stairs and just laughed at each other about the game !
when i finished .. it was alr like 6pm !!!!
LOL
dam late..
then...

james suggested we play hide and seek !!
it seemed childish but it was dam fun to play in a semi D !!!
hahas my hiding places were quite cool !!!
most thanks to paul ..
we played 4 rounds !!
first one i hid underneath those bed with another bed underneath that can roll out..
then i rolled the bottom bed out a bit and hid in the black hole underneath!!!!
hahas it was dam hot but i won !!!
then next next
i hid in a dam open location just behind a bed
and i lost !!!

hahas then became the seeker .
then seek zach lynn and james
zach and james hide in a big cupboard at opposite sides.
then when i caught zach and opened james side..
james still stay still and act blur and i saw his feet LOL

next was in the car outside

then also..
on the bed with all the blankets cushions cover !!!
i won again !!!
then the stupid paul and james attacked LOL
idiots

but the whole thing was super super fun..
until i didnt even have time to take a single photo
like... it was too happy

paul me lynn just sat on the sofa and talk about olevels and school after that ..

then time to go find my parents..
on my way home.. i accidentally met yanting
and like didnt feel like saying hi so i just listen in her conver LOL
she and her friend also talked about Os ..
bout particular answers and stuffs
and i really didnt know how their memory so good LOL
yanting even said '' i thought the answer was 5 ohms''

anyway from that very second it finally dawned on me how great this whole issue is ..
like .... the magnitude of it...
the whoooole singapore.

wow

ok im dam dam scared scared for tmr
like dam

hahas
butterflies even now

BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2012-01-06T11:43:00.004+08:00

I FEEL SO HIGH AND HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
very very happy
i met siling for dinner last last last night ~!!!!!
and the closeness and the nonstop talking was dam funny .
sharing same interests ..
going popluar to be a cheapskate and read magazines LOL
shopping for clothes in lot one randomly
going to watson to look for makeup stuffs
hahas .
it was exactly the same as that day... the second last day of olevels
just that this time we dont have Os anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahaha

okay im feelig dam happy .
the next day after that ...
i think 4th jan
went to meet lynn !!!!!!
OMG WE TALKED A LOT TOO
hahas told her so many stuffs .
like it has been so long since i bonded with her !!!!
and like we talk and laugh and complain about the heat
lynn house is also a cute HEAVEEEN
theres like 2 babies
3 dogs
which are all DAM CUTE LOL
but her house have many many ppl living inside
13 people !!!!!!!
plus before that i also met paul and his dad and his maid .
so i like met 16 people !!!!!!!!!!!LOL
and like i was dam shy duh
but eventually it was okay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
very very very cool!!!!
and like bonded a loot ..
enjoying end of Os like crazy hahahahaha
meeting her this sun too !!!

oh yeah
i also went back school !!!!!!!!!!
and when i went into the canteen i just like ..
reflect..
every location . all the memories there...
ahhh i miss it .
the lib
the parade square
the canteen every table diff locations
self study
night study
recess
consultation
the stall auntie uncle
birthday celebration
after ccas
pe lessons
spot checks
okok and many many many more !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss it a looot !!!!!!

yesterday i also had bonding !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D
then...
today gonna celebrate XAVIER BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XAVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH
BBQ SIOL
anyway im super late
but i dont care
hahas i think later will be fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then tmr going 4m girls !!!!!!!!!!!!!
then 8th jan meet lynn again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then 9.... RESULTSSSSSSS
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

hahahahahahaha
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2012-01-01T16:10:00.002+08:00

oh yeah
i shall pen down my schdule for keepsake
27 dance outing
28 morning bakua then 4m girls
29 morning rad lynn bday party night siling andrea
30 house packing
31 pool w andrea andrew digene movie with fam
1 packing again LOL marche
2 jonny jinggy lynn xav
3 pork
4 lynn
5 blank
6 dog party?
im quite enjoying hehe :D

2012-01-01T15:36:00.004+08:00

hi. its the new year
im chern yeh lin from graduaTED class of 4m in commonwealth secondary school. i am here to announce that in this post i shall monologue about myself.
this post would be extremely boring . But who cares? im in the mood .
ive been taking medicine to keep myself awake. and i have no clue why do i even feel so sleepy in the first place. almost everyday im waking up grumpy cause ... i think i have slept way beyond my own capacity. my bio teacher told me that oversleeping will cause u to use up all your glucose in your bloodstream. henceforth insufficient glucose will result in me feeling lethagic and thus, grumpy.
in any case, in such situations as this, chocolates the best way to go. i am currently eating starbucks chocolate coin with the sexy starbucks lady printed on it and boy, the chocolate tastes good. of course, expected from starbucks bought in europe unlike from singapore.
yesterday was the countdown party and according to sources pub and party areas went high and drunk and whatsnot.
ive always wondered how are things there... like not out of lust or whatever. simply, pure curiosity. and also wondered if like those american shows, guys meet girls there and bah!
oopes ive lost my train of thought due to unforeseen sms!

aside from that, ive always wanted to grumble about how stupid people are to celebrate twenty-o-twelve . like dude! celebrating holidays being over and welcoming a whole new year of stress and torture aint my idea of fun. i rather celebrate my 8 more days before the dreadful results arrive.

of course, for working adults, celebrate all u want. tho for most of you, a year makes no difference cause it have been the same for like 5 years at least. unchanged.

but for students, there is a great great goddamned huge difference.
and for me, going to a new jc. meeting new people.. it could be my idea of fun. but for now, i just feel that its exhausting. who on earth chooses futures that is away from their comfort zone?

nevertheless, i really miss the europe trip. where i first tasted the ......... whatstheword? joy of meeting others? freedom of being away from singapore and seeing the sights i never ever imagined i have the opportunity to ... its extremely different from singapore, beyond my wildest imagination and it was my privilege to see it.

anyway the source that sparked this onslaught of words would not other be my addiction towards reading now. im reading at least 50pages a day up till 200 pages, and i still cant get enough of it. i figured it would be a good idea to brush up on my f9 calibre to at least a c6 or smth. hopefully ill do fine for eng Os.

and till this day, i still miss dancing as much as i will miss commonwealth.
which is ... yes and no. maybe a bit more than i miss commonwealth.

dont get me wrong, i do love the school. and i rather go back to it then to a new school.
but im just.. quite sick of it. similar to how i feel about many other stuffs in my life tho i will mentally slap myself for even thinking about that.

marche's calling. hehe.

bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-12-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

we can get through this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whatsapping lester lim now !!!!
from... ma-lay-sia !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a bit sleepy.. but today is a happy day so i wanna talk about it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then sleep !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow is the first day since i came back that im staying at home !!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
surprisingly quite happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!
just relax at home !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and do whatever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i also read 2 books this weeeeeekk !!! since i came back !!! im becoming a reading monster.
rawr !

ok im dam sleepy.

today i had a good harvest !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
went to meet rad a supposingly 11am at lot one !!!
to go shop quickly !!!!
hehehe
spent $24.50 on 3 pieces plus one bracelet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
its as worth it or more than going gmarket !!!
good good harvest :D

then i went to hunt for my next book.. tattoo ..
AND I COULDNT FIND IT !!!
it was in cck lib but idk why its not on the shelf !!!
i checked those push carts also dont have !! :(
was so disappointed for a while !!
then cheered myself up with.... SUSHII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway went to lynn belated bday partyat jonny house after that !!!
at first i was like... so quiet and a bit sad..
simply cause i was so sick of.. like being happy. or trying to make ppl happy and whatever.
then i gotta thank vernice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she above everyone else .. sensed something was wrong !!!!
and just sat there ... with me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i just.
boomz ! hahahahahaha
then i felt better that she was there ... :)

then i got happier !!!!!!
fought with elson a lot !!! shouted and screamed !!!
fed jinggy !!!
played with germaine !!!
played with felicia spinning !!!
went shopping with jonny !!!
had piggyback rides from ver and lynn !!!
talked a bit to shannon..!
took loooootsa of photos !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like a lot . . . . .A LOT !!!
oh yeah i went around with a bow tie around my neck LOL. and then on my wrist !!!
and and i also talked to daniel quite a bit !!!
increased my number of fake boyfriends !!
hug joey and talked more to sam and beryl too !!!

very very fun .
not to mention..
the EAT
EAT
EAT
EAT
EEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTT part
LOL
melted mashmallows . and omg the sambal prawn
freaking fresh and nice and omg
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
my prawn. .. cereal prawn.
bubble tea..
tako balls ..
gosh

LOL I GOT DIVERTED
basically there was lotsa bonding and playing .
the guys also started singing this song that the 4m guys love to sing LOL
and they started getting high and dancing.
most of us... our perfect cute image of jeffrey was destroyed LOL

anyway once most of the food was eaten.. we went to jon house to hangout !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
boy it was fun !!!!!!!!!!!!
the girls started playing slapjack.
which i remember i hated the game cause it was dam pain.
so i didnt wanna play !!!
then played bridge with the guys instead !!
and i won !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

then as everyone played they cooked tangyuan !!
then all eat eat
then jonny protect and help me again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha great brooo .
the girls started talking about horror shows.
i could tell me and jinggy felt so bored !!
then she asked me go play cards with the remaining guys that wasnt playing which is yiyong and xav !!
and i woooshed !!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL
i remember this was the dam high part ..
me and jinggy started betting no trump no trump all the way !!
then we became partners and won our bets !!
then we won 3 rounds and became dam high !!!!!
like i didnt know my partner would be her !!! and that we will both win !!
LOL then we cheated !!!
hahahahahaha made each other partners by looking at each others cards
and bettedno trump no trump all the way !!!
and lost like the 2 following rounds !!!!!!!!!!!
LOL BUT WE STILL VERY HAPPY AND HI-5 !!!
literally rofl .
rolling on the floor laughing .
and just kept laughing.
until xav and yy sian le LOL

then pplayed james bond with felicia and quite happy and stressful LOL
and and played two ppl dai di !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
quite fun !!
but only played one round then we all almost all played indian poker LOL
me and daniel had this secret trust and helped each other !!!
everyone else kepy saboing one another until very funny LOL
very very very fun.
i think the ppl that played were.
me jinggy ver jiayi fel yiyong jon xav elson jeffrey daniel
until quite fun !!!

hahas will like scream and shout randomly..
then time to go soon le !!!
after a while of stuffs..
then finally left !!
jon and lynn was very very sweet !!!
like sugar !!

left then went to meet siling and andrea for dinner !!
it wasnt very fun but its a first step ! :)
nagged jinggy during the journey
LOL

anyway on the whole today was really super fun !!
cant wait for the pictures to be posted !!!
:D
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-12-25T03:53:00.003+08:00

not gonna post much.
just gonna say im very very very happy and contented with my life now.
i cant possibly ask for anything more.
spent time with siling andrea for dinner
ver for buying stuff... and told her about lotsa of things and bonded a lot and had great great time together ! :D
and i seriously idk how the conver went on and on in the bus LOL
spent time with jonny and jinggy.
taught jonny a skill how to make his girl smile LOL
spent time with lester :D

spent time with jingci chu celeste at jingci house for xmas countdown .
it was LOL DAM HIGH
i cant even get close to how high it was.
i was screaming and laughing and shouting .
all singing songs out loud.
and lesbianing with celeste LOL a lot.
really enjoy the whole thing
a lot !!!!!!!
got facial masks for xmas exchange LOL
im gonna try use it HEHEHEHEHEH
first time in my life
anyway it was a very happy and high moment.

also.
had a fun time.
exploiting my sister HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
scanning through all her pics and picking out the unglam ones as wall paper.
letting my parents get a shock of their lives when they see it.
HAHAHAHAH
if she dont read this blog and stalk me ... i would have posted on here too .
HAHAHAHA
shhh

oh yeah.. all these happened right after my trip .
and im happy that i bonded with so many of...
like .
the people that i really really treasure !!!
hahahaha
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-12-21T17:26:00.002+08:00

no words can explain my europe trip and how nice and cool the experience was.
no words can describe how much i miss it.
no words can describe my feelings over there.
and how im a happier person now.

i miss europe. and the times spent.
i love the new bonds formed.
and i miss everyone in the tour too...

but what to do.. this 2 weeks dream has ended .
now back to reality.

2011-12-03T01:35:00.000+08:00

i wish i have twitter..
then i can twiit twit ..
but idk how to twit !
and i no .. data plan !!
but twitting sounds fun !!!
maybe i should start twitting tweeting tweet tweet
lika tweety bird !!!

2011-12-03T01:34:00.002+08:00

i dont like sleeping late..
i suffer from bad mood !!!!
this aint good !!!
i wanna enjoy the night !!!!!!

2011-12-03T00:34:00.001+08:00

so ...
fast ..
each day fly past like..
WHOOSH
i feel like im wasting my days..
a biit
im not doing anything
have this weird bodyache.
hope tmr will be fun !!

2011-12-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

second hour :)

i will never forget today..
tho it feels like a dream :D

2011-11-25T01:12:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG PROMS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IS WAS DAM FUN LOL
but before i wanna start anything
i wanna say

ver im very worried about you !!!
im like trying to understand but i cant.. !!
cause i thought you would like visitors and i really dont wanna hurt you in any way or anything !!!
i hope youre okay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

okok !!!
HAHAHAHAHA
OMG PROM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okay for the first time im gonna post photos on top !!!
after this post hehe

prom was a blast.
or should i call it .. nightclub??? LOL

it was damn fun

okay let me start from the start
i had many many shopping dates !!!!!!!!!
like everyday had one !!
'worked' so hard for today LOL
spent so much ..

so on the day of prom itself ..
in the morning/afternoon
i was going to go ver house and makeup and get ready together for prom !!
so i decided to change one last time at home to make sure i have the right dress + accessories..
as i was closing the door too hard ..
it ran over my last toe
and got stuck there .
reflex action when you feel pain you will get away from it.
so i yanked my teo away before i even know it.
and suffered a deep cut. :(

it was dam pain and numb for a while
like i wanted to scream and cry but no use cause i home alone !!!
then make noise also no help !!
so i kinda 'calmed' myself down ..
then i go toliet to wash the blood !!
guess what !! it flowed endlessly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL

im like very very very scared of blood .
i had this fear since i was born .
everytime i see blood... lots of it
i will faint !!!!
and thats exactly what happened.. it was the first time i really believed in god !!!

like . i felt very giddy and i really wanted to change out of my dress before anything got worse.
and i didnt make it in time !!!
while i was changing... i fainted in my corridor LOL

and its like i really believed in existence of a higher being
cause .. i woke up within minutes . feeling fine and dandy
lying down upright on the floor..
and i wonder ..

1. how can i faint so .... safely ???
2. how could i wake up so quickly after feeling so weak!!

its like there wasnt a bump or anything at all ..
even tho the impact of my fall has forced another door to open..
but i was perfectly fine

anyway
then go vernice house !!!!!!!!!!!!
makeup !!
tie hair !!!!
change !!!!!
get ready !! TO PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
hahas quite cool luh
like it was a all girls time.. wanted to take photos but i was rushing !!!!
dam!!!

then after that took ver car and GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

very very very cool!!!!!!!!!!
took many many many photos and had like...
clubbing LOL
OR SOMETHING

its so damn memorable..
see many people and things for last time :(
i miss everything !!!
the food was damn nice too !!!
i sat with lester radiance andrea digene junwei chime yiyong !!
quite funny to hear them talk LOL
guy talk about how digene was jealous of jeffrey with priscillia!!

then the food so nice !!
during mrs cheah talk .. for the first time i really focused and listened !!
cause i felt like...
its the last time i hear her talk ..
not that i like her but its just ...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and i just like took a moment to look at everyone and everything and memorised everything into my long term memory ..
this prom was unforgetable man...

after all the events they opened up the dance floor during the voting..
at first no one dare to go ..
then the sec 5 enthuly go first !!
them somehow more and more and more people go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then just the whole damn cohort partying !!!!!!!!!!!! LOL
it was dam black and there was spotlight and everything..
like a real disco place with blasting music !!!

then there were like random 'snakes' rows of people some of which dont know each other make line and run !!!!!
LOL
dam fun .
then many of us jumped cause we dont really know how to party LOL
and i cant believe i jump and run in my silleto like shoes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at first i was a bit scared ..!! but after that ...
i just relaxed and got dam high !!!

i jumped from clique to clique ..
partied with lynn jingwen a lot !!!
plus maddy clara vernice reiene radiance andrea becca jeidy jodie zhenyi chloe daniel jiayi xavier even have lina maisarah and many many others.
especially.. LESTER LOL

it was dam dam dam high
its like we will scream and shout randomly
grabbing all our friends who were quiet or resting and stuffs !!!
and shout out the songs with know
like baby sorry and the party rock athem .LOL
then many people did suffling ..
and the down down down song
did a lil dance with daniel LOL
jingwen kept grabbing and running with me randomly it was quite funny LOL !!
like she just ... chiong ah !!!
at first i was so dam scared i fall cause of my heels
but i didnt care !!!

partied partied
took many photos..
became more open with many things too
i will never forget how i just relaxed and spent my last day as a commonwealthian..
and also how i marched over to teban guys for lester LOL
and how i jumped from clique to clique just like in school .... :)
how we stopped jumping after like every 3mins of fatigue.. and danced the no jump dance LOL
and just .. how much fun everyone had !!!
:D :D

at the end i didnt even realise how much my legs felt like dying..
its like only until they on all the lights and offed the music..
then i had a sense of how much pain my legs were suffering LOL
it was like whoaaa
took many many photos in my sweaty self. but i dont regret cause its like proof that we partied man..
like how much we enjoyed..

then finally time to serperate :(
said bye to many many people
and miss them alr..
final sweaty photos..!!
:)

went 'walk walk' with jon xav jinggy lynn
in the end took jon car to lynn house...
FOR SLEEPOVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahahahaha.
super fun too
me and lynn spent like every 5mins thinking ...
i cant believe the prom has ended..
i cant believe life at css officially ended ..
i cant believe olevels over..
i cant believe i have TIME TO RELAX AND LET MY HAIR LOOSE AND PARTY SOME MORE YO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL
we watched movie at like 2 to 4 or smth.
her whole family was very very nice to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then from 4.. to ...... EIGHT
we talked
LOL
IDK HOW
BUT WE TALKED
about anything under the sun .
ranging from primary school to boyfriends and family.
about past present and future.
we were supposed to sleep at 7 ..
then i just couldnt !!
felt so happy !!!
then talked a bit more until 8!!!
and i cant believe i literally had my 'goodnights rest' when the sun was shining down on me !!!
LOL
the sky changed from like black to dark blue to light blue to white.
and we saw the whole change !!!!!
so cool !!! LOL
so fun !!!
and idk why i woke up at 11 !!!
and i tot everything was a dream..
the whole experience...!!
but it wasnt !!
and even if it was it would be the best dream i ever had !! :D

continued bonding with lynn and her siblings..
watching tele..
complaining about mac delivery LOL
then time to go meet parents le..
said bye to lynn and i missed her alr !!!
LOL

thats all for today !!!
:D
LOL
its 3 man..
tmr still haveta run errand hehe.
nights everybody !!!!

prom was awesome. :D

2011-11-23T21:33:00.003+08:00

omg..
proms over
my sleepovers over

sec 4 life is over

and prom was really fun

i cant even use words to describe how high all of us were LOL
even without drinking any stuffs..
just blast music .. relax and enjoy yourself !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant believe how much i have grown ...
its like .
these four years i have had so many experiences.
some very emo.
some very high
some really despressing.
some very angry
some very pitiful

but almost everytime.. i always learn more about myself
learnt to love myself.. more...
beyond what i have ever known.
learn when is the right time to place yourself in greater importance than others in your hearts.
and times where others feelings are more important than yours.

maai incident
yiyong incident
jingwen incident
gareth incident
karmen incident
barry incident
lynn incident

LOL every incident brought about reflection ..
and greater understanding ..
of... the world? lols
of many things..
different kinds of people you will meet as you grow older.
some selfish
some naive
some filled with jealousy

and i realised that
to me..
the bottom line would be..
who do things with the intention to cause hurt on others?
that would be the distinction between 'good' and 'bad' ... in a way ?
LOL tho sometimes even i dont follow that

there were so many happy memories too ..
i met life long friends.
and ill never forget them.
like never ever !!!!
the love care and kindness that they have given me
like omg

its a lot LOL

teachers in cwss too ..
ill never forget them.. !!
like they are so damn kind.
you can see how selfless they are for the students.
and so wise mature..

ms chia... i treated her as my older sister
mrs loh ... like a second mother
ms teo ... a . . . awkward person ..?

but mrs loh and ms chia have really helped me a lot ..

i cried to mrs loh
like tap water endless number of times... and she just kept encouraging me ..
there was once she simply walked past me .. then she backtracked and noticed something was wrong.. i wasnt even crying.. just ... felt so heavy !!

ms chia also kept writing me many encourgin notes..
i think theres like... more than 3 ..
and its like.. i didnt even ask for it or look emo or anything !!!!!!!
very very cool..

its like after common test one she thought i would be mentally drained so she wrote for me to cheer up ..
before that she also randomly talked to me ..
very very caring and understanding ...

AND I WILL REALLY MISS COMMONWEALTH A LOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lazy to emo or reflect or post somemore bout reflection. or even colour hehe
next up!! PROOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-11-16T09:42:00.002+08:00

hi everybody
im feeling
weird

causee...
MY STUPID BODY CLOCK THAT I FORCED MYSELF TO GET INTO FOR THE DAMNED SAKE OF OLEVELS
MADE ME WAKE UP AT 730

and i slept at four.
:(

i couldnt even go back to sleep..
too happy to sleep..
or excited..
but my bodys feeling a little heavy now ..
LOL UNSTABLE

this morning i woke up ..
and brushed teeth
and looked at myself

its like a normal habit ..
to kinda plan how much work i wanna achieve on that day..every morning

and today.
it came upon me finally

omg
i can slack

and you know whats the worst part is?

singapores education system brought me up in a way that makes me feel like
i cant play

i have to study

or i wont have a future

so i feel guilty playing..
couldnt play in peace for like one year

and now
thanks to moe
I STILL CANT PLAY IN PEACE
LOL

its like an instinctual thing
habit ?
always limiting my fun

OKAY I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT
ITS SERIOUSLY LIKE FREEDOM FROM A CELL
but in another like 6months or so ...
im back into the prison again LOL
okay so LETS PARTY MAN LOL
BEFORE TIMES UP

i always feel happier when i type here..
and i dont know why
im even smiling now
thats a bit creepy for a bystander
then again . im always lost in my own world.

OMG I CAN SPEND ONE FULL DAY DAYDREAMING LOL

staring into nothingness
i always wanted to do that

okay i sound stupid

anyway yesterday was one of my happiest day ?
in a way
me ver lynn joey chloe
went dance room FOR FUN
then me and ver ended up teaching the juniors
but i still find it kinda fun
cause like they dance our syf dance
brings back A LOT of memories
de javuuuuuuuuuuu
all our efforts into this dance
i really hope they do well ...
friday im going back >.> to help out ?
limiting my prom shopping time...
AW MAN LOL

to be honest
like really honest
i didnt even think i should like ... be there .. and make the juniors do stuffs
cause like thats like

AIYA
OH WELL
IM STILL A SENIOR LOL
NOT VERY CERTIFIED BUT WHATEVER
LOL

i dont know if i should go back to ballet..
i doubt i can join my old class .....
and ballet grade 8 is really hard ....
i lost all my flexiblity .. whatever left of it LOL
and my strength ...
techinques.

play by ear

going to ver house was really fun too ..
i suppose the journey we took there was as long as the movie itself LOL
cause we wanted to buy all kinds of food
gong cha
tutu gui
mr bean
sharkfin soup
and rent dvd
so it was seriously
walking A LOT

but still worth it in the end :)
i was like the commentator LOL
cause radiance and ver didnt read the book before !!!
so it was really ...
LOL
i was a temp narrator.

and really really relaxing
we offed all the lights
watching in pitch black
and just like
it was nice not to care about time
for a while
no more looking at the clock and feeling guilty
staying out till 10 and mugging till midnight
nothing like that
just plain relaxing :)

ANYWAY
ITS TIME TO PARTY BABES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-11-16T01:49:00.002+08:00

um .. im really sleepy ..
played A LOT.

from like ...
3 to 1030 ...
and 1030 to 2 ..
i just cant believe it
not even now

not even after screaming
laughing out loud
tearing our entry proof
celebrating with dancers
coming back to dance

no i cant believe it...

tell you more tmr !!!
i looove new moon
and really had a very very very very very fun time with
vernice radiance joey lynn chloe..
like whoa... :)
stayed out until 1030 in school uniform LOL
reached home at 11....
tmr another play day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-11-14T17:22:00.002+08:00

chinese..
jiang qing chu
shuo ming bai
xing fu gun gun lai

LOL my chinese sucks
anyway heard that on tele !!
i think its super meaningful !!!

hi everybody !!!!!!!!!!!

i feel..
like un afraid
over confident?
high self esteem ?
believe in myself a lot ?
im not sure myself

but its like...
im like..
not really overconfident.
i just feel that there nothing to be afraid of

like duh theres the car accidents flunk olevels etc etc
but i feel very happy now
LOL
the buzz of prom is on man !
today is many people last day of Os .
tomorrow is mine

can you believe it LOL
i never thought this day would come !
ever

my last day of Os is TOMORROW

oh well !!
bye !!!!!

2011-11-12T10:26:00.002+08:00

i seriously wonder

like seriously
how many people know about this blog..?

from my side.
i can count the number of people with my fingers.
and my toes.

ive never advertised my blog on facebook
kinda kept this a secret
k not really .

in any case
how can i have more than 5people per day reading this blog ????
after not posting for practically two months !
like yeah there were like two of three posts . in 60days
but you get what i mean LOL

dont get me wrong
im happy that i have an audience
at least im not talking to a wall .
but i seriously have no clue whos reading this
cause no one actually talks to me about my blog. with the exception of vernice

the issue is !!!!
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ARE .... PEOPLE WHO READ THIS LINE IS THINKING
LOL
its kinda funny in a way
but i still cant believe it.
its like
i have like more than 30ppl reading this very post in one week
nope im not being proud
i bet other bloggers have way more than me.
considering the lack of pictures. LOL.
and inside information from my brain.

in any case
im still

surprised ?
or ... happy ?
or rather puzzled.
LOL

anyway .
my blog have always been some place where i clear my mind
k not always
for these few years
like i just do what i want
sometimes with regrets
sometimes without
or with happiness for this allowance for my freedom
to talk about my life for one essay and people are actually interested

so
this sounds weird
i always have a love for
non living things

imma tribute this post to the love of my blog !

tho it doesnt really have a choice. LOL.
it kinda is my dairy for 5years
and i will never delete it or change url LOL
unless microsoft/google/blogger dies
yeah man !

and i would like to thank you !
who ever is reading this
for actually bothering to read it .LOL

imma post another post above
but still thaaaank you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-11-09T10:50:00.002+08:00

hi blog.
im feeling
WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
o levels is gonna be over
whoaaa....
whoa ...
whoa,,,
WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I LOVE MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
LIKE I MANAGE TO GET THROUGH THIS BLOODY HARD TIME
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
okay some idiots will say its easy but i dont think it is .

anyway
im feeling abit regretful .
i gave up on physics
:(
like duh i dint drop it .
but i just ... wanted to focus on other stuffs.
just now i was clearing my table..
then i like saw..
my past phys notes .. and hard work.
and im like
DAM I WASTED ALL THESE

lols
oh well
BLOODY SCORE FULL MARKS FOR MCQ MAN
BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-11-04T17:57:00.003+08:00

okay
LOL
random

erm
HI EVERYBODY !!!!
HOWS LIFE
LOL

i just cant believe im even typing here LOL
ITS OLEVEL PERIOD
LOL

tho its like only one written paper left and 3 mcq.
but its Os

i seriously had ZERO
HAVE ZERO MOOD TO STUDY
meeting up with jingci chuxuan celeste later for dinner !!!

so im supposed to study
i think when Olevels end i wont believe it
ya duh in the past i thought i will cry

like cry out of like...
WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
as in not sadness. not happiness..
but cry for all the times i cried for olevels
LOL
quite ironic

anyway
now that the end is near
i seriously cant believe it
and i think i will actually miss the study sessions
seriously miss
in fact .
but whatever
HAHAHAHAHAHA
just go out more with friends then settle !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but im so giving all my friends bday presents that i should have given them.
and im also gonna give smaller presents to my other friends.
and prepare for my friends upcoming birthday
and play wii
play xbox
see korean dramas

its like
boom

okay this doesnt help me get motivated
its like i cant even sit down to study.
im stalking people.
celebrities
schoolmates

or randomly talking to my sister.

i seriously cant study.

okay i have to stop saying that i cant study.
cause i will physco myself into not studying

YEHLIN YOU MUST STUDY
FOR YOUR FUTURE.

walao i seriously cant wait until Olevels over.
but now i feel at loss of what to do after that
its like.
this whole month
free time = study time
one day ...
the only relaxing time i have would be
talking on the phone
bathing
eating
sleeping

the rest of the time... used for studying

omg am i becoming a nerd

okay
calm down EVERYBODY !!!!

today ate w vernice radiance reine siling
at BA KUAI ER YI
LOL.
i will miss school man

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-11-04T17:50:00.000+08:00

hi

whoa

i havent posted for so long

hahahahahaha
im at loss as of what to type.

2011-10-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

i cant talk long.
but i just wanna say is ..

i really cant believe im taking Os .
its something i have feared since primary school.
i cant believe i got 24points for prelims.
i hope i will do well on retests.
and even if i get 16 i will still feel undeserving ...
i will miss the school and everyone whole dam lots .
heck ill even miss the walls and tables and chairs.
cause ive grown a lot this four years .
i really cant believe im growing up .
and preparing myself for junior college .

but as marggie say .
its now or never .

2011-09-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

hi.
im sleepy .
but i wish to tell everyone .

im happy .

like contented w everything i have .
even when im angry .... or sad at that moment ..
deep deep down .
i am happy !

to have friends and everything ..

yesterday was radiance bday !!!
happy birthday babe ! LOL
i love ya

anyway im gonna blog much much less.
let ....

studying for my future be my fuel for these last 33days .
lets see how far itll take me .

im excited for my 60days of break man !!!
anyway im gonna post less.. like not during this month .

i just wanna say
i feel very very very happy .
like contented . comfortable .

hope this one month will give me enough time for a more secure future .

i can do it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-02T22:30:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD .
I AM HAPPY .
LOL.

where shall i begin
its weird cause it was supposed to be my pms time .
like the time period whereby i will get reeeally moody !
but i dint
and surprisingly .. i had a blast this week
LOL

starting off ..
monday ..
study with zhenyi and weehao !!!
it was quite fun ba
just bond and talked
and as usual weehao and zhenyi fight with each other .
and just like a nice gathering :)

at night there were some emo stuffs but now okay le !!!!!!!!!!
so i got happier.

then tues .
long long time since i went out with jon xav ver !
LOL go panjang makan .
okok .
then then go jon house
LOL DONNO WHY I FELT SO HAPPY .
they say cause i drunk
but SERIOUSLY i wasnt leh
jon gave us sparkling juice .
you know ?
like the 4..% alcohol .
or something

LOL
or maybe i was happy just cause like very long time never spend time with them le
then we played dai-di !
and even tho i dint know the rules well
i dint lose LOL
and I WON LAST ROUND
but no money hahahaha
still i really dont know why
i just felt very very very relaxed.
and a overwhelming love for my friends there .
and just very very comfortable
like we just sit back and talked a bit !!!
then went home :)

wednesday was okok ..
just pray for the best :)

then thurs
SUPER SUPER SUPER FUN
LOL
i think cause i sleepy now so dont sound very enthu .
but it was really super fun

LIKE.
at first just me siling radiance go jp
cause dont know where to go after sch
then a bit sian
then dont know how we talk until got VERY HYPER
LOL
LIKE HI
THEN LIKE YA YA !! AND CONTINUE
SUPER FUN
UNTIL LOTS OF LAUGHS
and really cool and close
cause like from extreme silence to super hyper !!!
then after that went chevrons BOWLING !!!
w IDIOT yiyong junwei chime
at first also a bit awkward
LOL
THEN HYPER TOO !!!
and i did better than expected
my bowling skills improved
hahahaha
then then then
siling had to go home
so she said BYE! and LEFT !

20seconds later i HALF SCREAMED
LOL
and WHIIIPPED up my phone
you know why

SILING WENT HOME WITH THE BOWLING SHOES LOL
luckily she hadnt gone far
LOL
that was super fun

anyway then we played fuse ball
i cant use words to describe how fun it was
seriously super fun
played against radiance
played against lester with radiance
then played pool !!!
for the first time !!!
AND SOMEBODY grabbed opportunity !!! LOL

but really really cool
like new experience
and i managed to hit the ball !!!! LOL
and like ... THERE ARE TIMES WHEN GO IN !!!
OKAY !!!

then everyone started being auntie and catch the ball before it fell
then just reuse and reuse
we also took one for fuse ball ..
SUPER FUN
LOL

like the whole thing ..
we played and played ..
like 5 hours or so in chevrons
and the last 2 hours never spend a single cent.
at first we still scared kena caught for aunti-ing
then after that heck care !!!

REALLY VERY VERY FUN
felt like i havent relaxed like crazy for so long for so long !!!
very very happy ..
and me and radiance seriously bond .
can tell like even in jp our thoughts are like the same !!
just very cool !!!

at the end all of us felt so tired.
like stand and hyper so long ..
finally when i sat down at busstop ..
like SUPER PAIN
LIKE ... DOING A SPLIT LIKE THAT
going against the wishes of your muscles.
but really really very nice day !!
i told meself i will reflect on yesterday as encouragement for the week to study !!
it was like a nice first day of holiday LOL

nono !!
havent ended !
went home w chime cause he stay near me
on my way met my dad ..
and talked !!!
at was a bit weird for me cause like i was supposed to bridge the gap between chime and my dad !
but they also like just join in ..
so quite interesting LOL

at 10.30pm
LEFT TO JINGCI HOUSEEE !!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER FUN TOO !!LIKE MISS THEM
AND THE TIMES
AND HOW OUR BRAINS WORKS SO ALIKE
LOL
ME JINGCI CHUXUAN CELESTE CHERYL
like we all talked about many things.
and got really really hyper !!!
LOL
at 10 PM.
WAS REALLY VERY NICE TOOOO
felt a bit like long lost sister/girlfriends
just all together. talking about our lives
or rather the people we dont like
LOL
IN ANY CASE
IT WAS FUN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like we accepted everyone and everything there the feeling ..
something that can be rare among sec sch friends cause ... not as close yet !

but like
i realised how hiong singaporeans students are ..
time to mug !!

EH I REALLY WANT A MEETING WITH YOU ALL SOON LEH
JINGCI FASTER
I FREE WHOLE WEEK LOL

so yup !!!
today study with frog
and eat w pork

LOL
HI PORKY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOPED YOU LIKE READING
LOL
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!
TALK TO ME CAN ANOT LOL !

STUDY HARD THIS HOLIDAY EVERYBODY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-24T18:50:00.002+08:00

confused .

lee kai min left singapore !!!
about one week okay :)
kinda miss them ..
even tho we dint get to bond much . . .
busy studying A BIT LOL
but i think i most fun time was the sleepover .
how the hell could we all get hyper until 4am LOL
like ... 7 of us . !!!
with jou hiding some corner gaming lols !
it was super super fun !!! and really missed that ..

but now that they have left ..
its like my bubble POPPED!!
back to reality :)
again ...

i found out something very ... upsetting today ?
dance is FINALLY having an overseas trip .
some very very cool dance training and competition in china guanzhou ...
BUT I CANT GO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cause going europe ...
everybodys like whoaaa europe must go .. but still . . .
its like make me less happy to know that im going at the expense of dance trip
oh well ....
cant do anything !!!

thats one down

the second reason is that ..
like
heard stuffs .. stuffs about people ..
then im like ..
WHY THEY WANT TO BE LIKE THAT
like .....
the thing is . .i thought im the only one that knew . . i dint know others know too ..
i also told the other fella that . . influence is VERY important . !!!
i hope the person will remember .
like . . . doing bad stuffs wont help you feel better .
not at all !

maybe its cause .. something happened last night
so feeling a bit moody .
waitingandwaiting ...
just dont like this feeling .
but i really feel that i am not the one at wrong .
even if i was, i alr apologised .
but for you to act that way
just .. disappointed . and sian

at the same time ... after talking to so many other people
i realised life is more than that
so .. do whatever you want .
i just really dont want it to be this way .

exams coming ..
time to hiong mode !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
very very scared for physics !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAUSE MY PHYS SUCK
MR KOH LIKE ENLIGHTENED ME THAT IT SUCKS
hopefully it will be okay
studying phys like sheet now .
chem and bio just crossing my fingers ...
flipping before the day . esp bio
HOPEFULLY my reslults dont drop
HAHAHAHAHAHA

next focus would be on amaths
CAUSE IT SUCKS TOO
AND AMATHS CANNOT SUCK
BECAUSE I REALLY THINK I CAN AT LEAST HAVE A A2 IN IT
LIKE ... ITS MATHS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so im striving hard on amaths and phys
not to forget.. the tiresome CHUM
UGHHHHHHHH

lets not talk about that
HAHAHAHA

received my Os chi results
since my chi is like ... mostly on the verge of passing and failing
gettng B3 really made me happy :D
idk how but its MAGIC

at first ...
when they telling the statictics of the chi Os
i was seeing .. how many c5/c6
HAHAHAHA
then see so few ... so happier . tho it might be me !
then they wrote there ...
chinese Os - 100% passed
LOL I DONT KNOW WHY I FELT VERY HAPPY
like should have higher expectations?
but at least i know i dint fail !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so in the end i got a B3 !!! :D
duh im not using for my L1R5
so quite happy

oh well
i hope all my problems are solved
time to focus on prelim 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh and i wish to thank all my friends ever since i was a toddler until now !!!!
its because of you i have grown and become who i am today !!!
doesnt matter if youre close friend or not !!!
cause theres always stuffs to learn when talking to others !!!
but i want to especially thank 3 friends in like my life
chuxuan . lynn . radiance .
you 3 are like my idols with pure hearts .
that teach me how to be a better person !!!

of course there are also friends like
jinggy ver jon wonderwoman whos also close to me and stayed by me
when the stupid shit happened !!!
muacks to you too !!!!
even tho i know very few people read this ...

but
STUDY HARD FOR YOUR FUTURE K !!!!!!!!!!!!!
BYEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-07-30T11:25:00.003+08:00

yesterday my life was over dramatised.
i cried in school.
and seriously got followed by a stalker that went up and down the stairs like 3times .

whoa

but yesterday and today morning was kinda cool ..
I LOOOOOOVE the company of my friends ,
family too duh. but theyre different .

talked to lynn and radiance about EVERYTHING i have been bottling up .
like WHOAAAAAAAAA
at first i felt so 'heavy' i couldnt even walk properly .
the moment they found a seat . i sat down and put my head on the table .
next thing they know .
there was a swimming pool at where my head was.
and i told them whatever i was hiding HAHAHAHAHA

and after that we joked about china eating grasshoppers.
LOL
like food chain.
sucrose in plants -> aphids -> ladybugs ->

grasshoppers ->

crazy china people

i then said nihao in the freaky china tone
and went to the pond and acted like a scavenger looking for grasshoppers

LOL we all had a laugh .
the whole thing yesterday was quite cool ...
and i got high and i felt my heart was SERIOUSLY LIGHTER.
like you can float the lighter .
its hard to explain but i think that only happens when i really vomit out everything in your heart.
to the right people

HAHAHAHAHA

anyways i guess i will be temporarily closing this blog soon.
cause of some idiot .
lets wait until the matter blows over ..

CANT WAIT FOR MY COUSINS TO COME HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

time i study alr
BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-07-23T12:33:00.004+08:00

heys..
i feel very blur ...
LOL

like recently i received my results.
there was a gianormous improvement ..
and it wasnt for one subject only .. it was for 3 .
like wow. ....
really cant believe it .
i used to be the one who would look at others .
and think 'wow. envious of their scores.'
or 'i will never be able to reach their standard'
but i did. one way or another
and i really cant believe it .

lols of course my results werent THATTT great .
duh
just much better for me
and i will strive to improve
just that im like in a state of shock .
since i was always always lagging behind my circle of friends .
who all influenced me positively .
suddenly im up to their standard .
and i didnt even predict this .
i would never imagine that it is possible.

so ...
COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha

of course thats only for 3 science.
but i was aiming for that cause of the banding thing .
tho phys was a disapointment .
:(
i will study harder for phys !!!!
slack a bit on bio ..
and TARGET ON MATHS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

94 more days ...
ahhhhhhhhhhh

a few days ago ..
wednesday i thnk.
i went for nanyang audition !!!!!!
it was cool ...
the whole experience .
at first i was quite very very nervous !!!!
especially the night before ... kept practicing for like 2hours despite the science mcq the next day!!!
and i dint touch studying much that day too !!!
very very very very very very very very scared !!!
had a lot of well wishes from the peopl around me !!! :DD
then i was so scared cause i went all the way to lorong chuan alone !!!
but i made a friend with another girl who was also alone for audition !
her name is rachel ! she is very very very nice !!!
the seniors there were also very very very very nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!
and nanyang is kinda like my dream sch !!!
the people . infrastucture there !!!!
atmosphere and everything !!!!!
the audition went okay .. ...
hopefully i will get in !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if not .. i will still try by studies !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lynn told me its possible !!!
i hope so too !

oh yeah
one of the reason why i am very very very happy is cause...
for chem ...
multiple choice i had a score of 31/40 !!!
okok ..
then for the writing one . section B or smth .
i had a score of.. 41/50 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL
but sucked like shit for the last part .
10/30
HAHAHAHAHAHA

very very very proud of myself .
lols
i thought i wouldnt do well at all !!!!

so really kinda happy .
but at the same time like ..
feel like ..
ughhhhhhhhh for others.
some dont even bother studying much.
its as if .. their living in their own world .
and i feel so sick of trying to nag at them.. but at this rate they wont do !
then another group is people who really studied hard but no results !!
so i hope they will pull through too !!!
YOU CAN DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats why my minds in a whirl .
now that everything settled/ranted .
oh yeah i have a new fav song !!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SRXxpKj-9sY
v v v v v v nice !!!
TIME TO EAT ICE CREAM AND STUDY MAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

94 MORE DAYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JINGGY !!!
YESTERDAY WAS FUN !!!!!!!

2011-07-16T09:26:00.002+08:00

hello !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes terday was super fun for me !!!
i went to watch HARRY POTTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

HAHHAHAHAHAHA
very very cool
actually the movie was okok ba
i think it was nice cause i watched with jiayi joey lynn
HAHAHAHA
then really fun
but both me and jiayi felt sleepy ... after one week of examinations !!!!
not to fear !!
weekend is here !!!

then then very very cool..
after the movie .. we seperated ..
i remained in jp and . . .. . .
MET UP WITH RADIANCE
HAHAHA
super fun
like .......
rarely dinner with her ...
talked a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot
bonded and everything ..!!! :D
talked bout ... upbringing . problems . future ... good people .
LOL
potential good girlfriends and boyfriends :D
just very very fun .. cause we understand each other quite well ...
i think im in love with radiance lynn jiayi joey
like a lesbian
heh heh heh ...
*winks*

but another main reason why im so happy is cause
MAJOR EXAMS ARE OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOO HOOOO
okay not the super ultra major one .
just the mini major one
prelims !!!!
but its not really over
but more or less over
not to fear, yl will NEVER SLACK !!!
at most slack a bit bit bit
surprisingly i really dint feel that this week was a torture ..
even tho i came home and mug and meet someone and mug .
made the study times better .
so i am thankful !!!

i learnt to take everything with a pinch of salt man !!!
as in like ... not heckcare about things around you
more like not crying over split milk ..
and just learn and move on !!!
so feel good

and quite proud of myself cause .....
I WAS SICK TWICE THIS WEEK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i survived
even when i wasnt seriously unwell ... i was a bit bit sick .
felt uncomfortable !!!
but i told myself not to let it affect my studies !!!!!!!!
and it dint !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D
except on thurs when it was extremely bad :D
now i really appreciate the joy of having a healthy body man .
tho this will NOT stop me from eating junk food
HAHAHAHAHAHA

even now a bit sick .
you know !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have this sore throat thingy in my throat for like one week ..
then yesterday cause exams half over i felt more hyper and screamed more and everything .
met with friends and hper hyper
AND HAD A VERY UNGLAM PHOTO WITH VERNICE PHONE LOL
then like screamed and stuffs ...
and now my throat is REALLY REALLY BAD
like even when im not talking it kinda feels uncomfortable
and this morning i woke up with a manly rusty zhao-xia voice
LOL

but overall, i feel very very happy !!!!

BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TIME TO STUDY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OR SLEEP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2011-07-08T18:41:00.003+08:00

i check my stats of my blog almost every time i post.
for fun :)
always ALWAYS surprised.
cause i seldom post stuffs.

anyway ..
THE HEAT IS ON

CHANG CHANG CHANG
prelims ON MONDAY .
CHANG CHANG CHANG

this must be one of the worst weeks EVER.
chinese Os
bio spa
chem spa
phys spa

next week
prelims for almost everything

my phys spa sucked
but but but I GOTTA THANK THOSE WHO CHEERED ME UP :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and yesterday AFTER SCHOOL WAS FUN !!!
SOME-BODY accidentally spit saliva like ..... hehehe
4 or 5 times in total .
and and and
formed a new friendship LOL
like .. reintroduced ?
very very cool
and memorable .
I WILL TRY TO REMEMBER :D

anyway this whole period sucks
of course except for the times when i hyper and play with my friends
oh yea
i love 4m people
i love some 4i people
and love some 4a people .
and perhaps some others in other classes like a duck .

still ....
THE HEAT IS ON !!!

on the bright side
IM GOING TO AUDITION FOR ..
NAN YANG JUNIOR COLLEGE AND ANDERSON JC
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
got accepted by application
of course, thats only the first step .
but it IS one step :D

frankly speaking .
i dont wanna go AJ.
heard some .. stories?
so IDK MAN !!!

hais
but i am still very happy in sch
time to grit my teeth and study hard .
happy that i have everything i want..
close girlfriends
close guyfriends
friends
classmates
family
a bit of spare cash
high metabolic rate so i can eat .!!!!!
and stuffs like that
tho i really miss dance :( like the activity itself...

EH BUT SERIOUSLY THIS WHOLE PERIOD IM SO GETTING FATTER .
LIKE EVERYDAY IN ORDER TO MOTIVATE MYSELF TO STUDY HARD .
I COME HOME AND EAT ICE CREAM .
IMAGINE DOING THAT FOR 14DAYS
hahahahaha

but the ice cream is frigggggin HAIIGEN DIAZ CAREMEL BISCUITS .
SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE

hehehe
thanks for eveerything !
bye !!!
who ever is reading ..
study hard too !!!!!!
or if you are a junior ..
PLAY HARD MAN
^^

2011-06-20T10:31:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

this holiday was a BLAST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it WAS a blast cause even though theres still one more week ..
its NO LONGER A HOLIDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITS ALL SINGAPOREANS DIE WEEK
this week
everyone is chionging their homework
HAHAHAHAHAHA

im no exception .
except instead of chionging .. im super chionging ..

I HAVE TO FINISH ALL MY SCI AND MATHS SYLLABUS
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
BY THIS WEEK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so this would probably be my last post.

throughout the whole holiday i had a LOOOOT of fun tho .
every alternate day ..
one day tut .
next day go out !
then tut !
then go out !
last week was the bomb ..
i went out 3days in a row ..
HAHAHAHAHA
must be asking for trouble .

met up with ..
LYNN RADIANCE VER PORK ZH
CHIME JON XAV and went back pri sch !!!
wanted to meet up with ballet friends and pri sch friends and siling..
but couldnt find the right time to ..
ITS OKAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS YOU ALL TOO

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

time to really really get serious le
ugh
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
seriously get serious.

ughhhhhhh

i am someone ..
who dont bother remembering things except for studies .
cause i am too lazy !!!
and i dont wannt use my brain !!!!
usually i cant remember what happened to me yesterday !
the day before !
last week !
and sometimes one hour ago
HAHAHAH
sometimes it makes me a happy kid
but at times it makes me a sad one .
i cant remember the last time i cried of laughed.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

butttttttttttttttttttttt...
IM GONNA USE MY MEMORY FOR SOMETHING NOT RELATED TO STUDIES ..
MY USA COUSINS COMING OVERRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
during aug !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL TRY TO REMEMBER MOMENTS OF IT .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH MAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its like ... it was? a ONCE IN FIVE YEAR THING !!!!!!
now.. NO MORE !
HAHAHAHAHA

but they picked a fine time to come man.
this year
my paternal side..
we have 6 of us .

J2
sec 4 (me!)
pri 6
sec 2
sec 2
pri 4

its equivalent to ...
====

A LEVELS
O LEVELS
PSLE
STREAMING
STREAMING
and new class

HAHAHAHAHA
AND THEY ARE COMING DURING AUGGGGG
SUPER CLOSE TO EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSSS
AND ITS ALL THE MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR EXAMS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so see how it goes .
at most i hiong my studies to make time for them .
or maybe... everyone mug together and how them the sad truth of singapore students .

TA DAAAAAAAAAA
BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TIME TO STUDY HARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF I CAN DO IT SO CAN YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PRELIMS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FINISH SYLLABUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STRESSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DONG YI :D

bye !

2011-06-09T15:14:00.003+08:00

dsa forms things are killing me !!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway its time to pull up my socks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to my head !

how to bootlick a school ?
explain why you choose nanyangjc/andersonjc as your choice .
DUH

LOL I CHOSE CAUSE THE SCORE IS JUST NICE FOR ME
AND ITS NEAR TO MY HOUSE
DUH

LOL

ugh
tell me pls.

anyway my mum went for lasik .
so she have to sleep with this ... sunglasses googgles thingy ...
then she was like ..

''im cyclops''

.
.
.
''no.

im cyclone..

cyclops GIRLFRIEND''

LOL WHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT

its funny when your parents are pulling a super lame joke .
my mum says jokes which are funny .
my dad says jokes that are... oh-biang . or weird

in any case.
I DREAMT THAT I HAD STAPLE GUN BANG TO ME FOREHEAD
OMG
like happy tree friends .
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

dreaming of weird dreams nowadays .

okay
TIME TO STUDY

I. AM. LOOKING. FORWARD. TO.
TOMORROW. AND SUNDAY. AND TUESDAY.
TOMORROW SHOPPING WITH LYNN
SUNDAY WEDDING MEETING MALAYSIA COUSINS
TUESDAY RADIANCE COMING OVER FROM LIKE 10AM TO 7PM
LOL
HIONG

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
in the meantime..lotsa papers to do !! and tut homework !!!
BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-05-27T15:13:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOO WORLD !!!!!!
HELLO MOTHER !!
HELLO FATHER !!!
HERE I AMMA ..
MOTHER TOUGA !!!

TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I WAS FORCEDDDDDDDDDDDD TO SPEND SOME QUALITY TIME ALONE
......

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
LOL
AT FIRST IT WAS REALLY BORING .
THEN ...

CHENG CHENG CHENG ..
CHI-CHENG-CHENG-CHENG-CHENG CHEEEEENG

ALLOW ME TO ANNOUNCE A SONG I WROTE
FOR MYSELF TO MYSELF .

imagine me and me, only me
i think about me day at night, its only right
for me to drink bubbletea, to be happy.
so happy togetheeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!!

i cant see me loving nobody but ME .
for all my LIIIIIFE !!!
once im alone, baby ill never cry.
for all my LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!

me and me, only me
no matter how i toss the dice ill love my life
the only one for me is me, solidary.
so happy togetherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!!!!

i cant see me loving nobody but ME .
for all my LIIIIIFE !!!
once im alone, baby ill never cry.
for all my LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!

-the end-

hahas THANK YOU THANK YOU !!!
NO NEED FOR THE APPLUASE.
LOL

lately i kinda felt a bit insecure ..
why ?
cause im not me
but now i am back, back to me.
SO HAPPY UNITEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD !!!

hehehehheheh
LOL
made friends with two strangers in lrt while being alone
SO I AM VERY PROUD OF MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
really really very cool

AND I AM PROUD OF NOT BEING RACIST !!!
ALL RACES ARE EQUAL !!!
I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT !!!
EVEN THO THERE ARE SOME (china auntie) THAT I DONT LIKE !!!
BUT I LOVE SINGAPORE

chinese Os are HERE
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
STUDIED 4 YEARS FOR THIS
THIS
THIS
DAY
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

very very very very scared
like BOOMZ! scared
but I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE MY CHINESE HAS IMPROVED !!!
THO MY ENGLISH HAS DE-TERIO-RATED !!!
its okay

lianglu say he will be shocked if i get a2
i will be shocked myself too
aiming for b3
my chinese aint good you know
HAHAHAHAHA

GO YEHLIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOPEFULLY I WILL SHOCK LIANGLU UNTIL HE LOSE MORE HAIR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL MISS LIANGLU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-05-14T14:19:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

hahas
yesterday and thurs I was totally celebrating ..
very very very fun ...
hehe

i dont really feel that i put in a lot of hard work for this test .
but it is the one of the tests that i put in most effort for :D

yeah man
hopefully get a few As and Bs ...

YESTERDAY WAS SUPERRRR FUN
i keep thinking back a bout it ..

IT WAS BEEN A LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME.
SINCE I HAD A FUN FREE OUTING WITH MY FRIENDS
LONG LONG LONG LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME

on monday i had my most torturous day EVER
I STUDIED ...
FROM 10 TO ....
1AM IN THE MORNING
HOW MANY BREAKS I HAD ?
ONE HOUR ! DURING LUNCH
EVEN ATE MY DINNER WITH MY BOOKS
moved on from topic to topic.
from subject to subject
IT WAS PURE TORTURE.
and i kinda snapped a bit towards the end ....

thurs went eat with daniel jodie zhenyi !!!
after such a long time ...
finally rebonded .....
been a really really really long time since i bonded with them ..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
super super super ... cool ?
idk how to explain !!!!

talked mainly about dreams ..LOL
scary ones !

friday
LYNN JOEY JON XAV CAME MY HOUSE !!!!!!
IT WAS SUPER SUPER FUN TOO
hahas
before that in sch i was getting high alr
CAUSE MY TORTURE IS OVER
OVER
OVER
OVER
OOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER
OHHHHHH- VERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

i acted scary
then ..
LOL
CHLOE ACTED SCARED
IT WAS SUPER FUNNY

after that they came over to my house...
watched girly movie !!!
and PLAY XBOXXXX
HAHAHAHAHA
THE MEMORIES
EVERYTIME I HEAR THE ROCKET LAUNCHER
I SCREAMED

LOL CAUSE SUPER SCARY
played MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY DIFF KINDS
all slayer
had midship with sword and shotgun
ascension with rocket and sword

SUPER SUPER GAY TOO

AND I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE
JONATHAN QUACK IS OFFICIALLY
NOOBER THAN ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA SUCKA

we played 4 rounds ..
me him xav
i won 3 : 1
and the one was in midship
NO SKILL REQUIRED.
:D totally rubbed it in his face LOL

of course joey and lynn played too
and it was SUPER FUNNY
cause lynn is auto noob .
even tho she play SO MANY TIMES
for joey it was her first time .
so while i played with them ..
had to teach then how to shoot ...
sometimes they were right BESIDE ME
LOL
BUT LOOKING UP

hahas idk how to explain
but it was super funny .

really really fun
i showed them the very very very very cool thing that chu jingci cheryl celeste gave me !!!!!
:DD :D : D
thanks you all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel that all the hardwork ive put in for exams was worth it .
cuase i never felt so free in my life

hehe somewhat
when it finally hit me when i was sending them home
the reality that I DONT NEED TO STUDY WHEN I REACH HOME
LOL
I was SUPER HAPPY

i no longer need to sacrifice my tele time
no longer need to study for 4-5 hours consistently
no longer need to eat dinner with my books

HELL YEAH
but this will only be for .... a while
BEFORE IM BACK TO STUDY MODE AGAIN ! :D

schedule kinda filled alr
GONNA GO MALAYSIA LATER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope that i do well for the test ...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-05-06T18:23:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA
THE INDOOR STADIUM

I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE ..
I AM THE FIRST PERSON EVER TO LEAVE MY MARK IN THE INDOOR STADIUM
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

today was SUPER FUN
wen out after sch with maddy xav brandon shengwu
LOL new group .
but still fun and everything
me and maddy went on COUPON TREASURE.
LOL
quite fun

and i scored high for my phys mini class test !!
hopefully it wouldnt over boost my ego !!!
trying to study
BYE !!!

2011-05-05T18:02:00.002+08:00

HELLO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TODAY ...
HAD TWO TEST !!!

PHYS CLASS TEST AND BIO OS

IT WENT OKAY ...
IM JUST HAPPY ITS OVER ..

bio spa i was so scared LOLs
like a bit .. shivering .
supplying more oxygen LOL
cause i redid the experiment !!!!!!!
hopefully turn out okay ...

i feel abit happy .
but scared !

but happy ..
but scared for commontest !
gonna study hard !!!

2011-05-01T11:11:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!
today is your day !!!!
hahas
at times i still miss !!!!!
oh well ............................
JUST STAY HAPPY KAY !!!!

yesterday was a BLAST man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha did all the fav things i liked in my personal checklist in one day ...
-CRAZY KARAOKE
-HALO REACH
-SWING
-GIRL TIME

hahahaha
super super super super fun
it was yukei belated bday celebration !!!!!!!!!!!!
HALO REACH IS COOL MAN
LIKE THERE ARE LIKE KINDA MODES .
THEN YOU CAN CHANGE .. TO LIKE FLYING MODE
THEN YOU FLY DAM HIGH LOL
SUPER SUPER COOL .
maybe my dad buying hee..

then then ..
the happiest time was KARAOKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
WE SANG ..
JUSTIN BIEBER .
BABY .
AT THE TOP OF OUR LUNGS !!!
THE 2/5 GIRLS ~
ME LYNN JINGGY JODIE SAUNG YUKEI LIWEN AZRINA !!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
brings back fond memories
but super fun ... like we all went offtune .
except jodie duh .
BUT NOBODY CARED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST SHOUT AT THE TOP OF OUR LUNGS.
SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER
FUN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sang like ..
BABY
FRIDAY LOL
AND OTHER BIEBER SONGS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
super super super fun man ......

bought for yukei a friendship bottle too !!!
so quite happy hehe.

andplayed on SWING
HAHAHA
I STILL CANNOT FORGET THE FUN I HAD AT THE PLAYGROUND
ITS ....... SUPER FUN MAN
the swing i just swing and swing and swing ..
for like vERY VERY VERY LONG.
most of the time by MYSELF LOL
but it was very very fun !!!
cause it has been YEARS since i sat on a swing ..
so at the start .. everytime i went up .. before going down ..
I FELT BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH LOL

so it was quite thrilling LOL
and i made friends with two small girls at the playground !!!
also kinda had bonding session with liwen and azrina !!!
which was really cool too !!!
like old times .

so yupp ..
and i dont have mood to study ..
but i MUST STAY STRONG !!!!
YEHLIN YOU CAN DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAUSE I LOVE ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lifes a bit boring for now .
but it will be OKAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
as longas i have the people i love around me
hahahahahaha

BYE !!!!!!!
WHOEVERS READING ....
STUDY HARD FOR YOUR FUTURE TOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!
DONT GIVE UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-04-23T02:28:00.003+08:00

i think that ...
when you feel lost with no direction ..or when you dont know who to be ..
just tell yourself

to become someone you like :)

whether its to your conscience
or its led by your feelings
ALL of it .. the happy and kind part with the negative feelings .

to also think for the others involved .
if they will be afected
if they deserve it

do something you will like .
you your heart mind and soul all agree on what action to take .
for yourself only .
simultaneously listening to your conscience

only then you will lead a happy life !!!!

these days have been boomz for me

with syf... games day .. studies

hahas
monday
was our last morning run...
18rounds around hall ..
whoa .
then afternoon practice ..
last practice ..

tues .
was the SYF day .
so cool ..
took many photos . posting next time .
make up and everything HILARIOUS
LOL
and the whole feeling of butterflies in your belly ..
but it was over IN A FLASH

wed ..
break day !!!!!!!!!!
hahas
what did i do ....?
i only remember it was SO BUSY ..
oh ya !!!
hahas it was the ultimate test day !
during assembly chinese make up test .
then merely 10mins after chinese test gotta go for bio test !!!
i dint even eat !!!
only at 3.30 or so managed to eat ..
FRIED EGG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D
barely studied much before ..
start of FLOORBALL !!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas
turned out it rained .
so practiced instead !!
SUPERRR fun !!!!!!!!!!
shafiq was like a teacher ..
and we did lotsof funny stuffs !!!
even dirty water right !! :D
ended with a game ..
4m vs a bunch of random people .
as usual when girls actually got to touch the ball ..
IT WAS A MIRACLE !
LOL
and we touched it quite a no of times ..
so super fun !!! screams and everything
like some idiot :D
played until sch close .. !!!

THURSDAY !!
results release !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg ..

GOLD

.
.
.

and it ended like that .
whoa
i really want see the dance video man
still ..
it was an incredible adventure man...
with dance .
i will miss it .. A LOT
sometimes i close my eyes and feel like it was just yesterday when i joined ..
i still cent believe it ends here .
love qin laoshi speech ..
zhe li yong yuan shi ni de jia .

:)
i couldnt cry tho .
maybe cause i dont believe its over .
maybe cause i expected something else ..
im not sure myself ..

after that floorball !!!!!!!!!
:)
funn ..
hahas
dint win but fun tho !!!

:)

im happy for everything .
thank you !!!
pls let me get into aj/nanyang jc !!!!!!!!

bye !!!!

2011-04-13T12:31:00.001+08:00

HEY DARLING SINCE ITS ONLY YOU AND ME WEEEEEEEEEEEEE there always comes a day that i will pon sch .. and today is that day !!!! :D fight for Os !!!!

2011-04-08T20:44:00.003+08:00

IM GONNA CHANGE MY BLOG

2011-04-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

IDK WHY THE PREVIOUS POST NO ENTER !!! have a nice day !!!

2011-04-02T19:38:00.003+08:00

heyheyhey !!!!! TODAY WAS FUN LOL sad that we missed dance but it was still super fun !!! MAJOR bonding session with jingwen LOL travelled through the east and west of singapore with her !!! hhahaahha like 9hours together.. we went for the oral talk !!!! quite cool !!! but i slept at THREE yesterday .. so i literally FELL ASLEEP during the talk .. ahh but it was so fun man at first in the morning a bit sians.. cause early early .. then bought chewy junior.. dabao to the library !!! when reach we were LATE. had the talk !!!! felt so sleepy/hungry/sian .. JINGWEN WAS ACTUALLY DOING MATHS HOMEWORK LOL like hardworking .. hahaha. during a 4mins break we actually RAN down the stairs to eat .. but it was superrrrr nice . hehe then was late .. quite fun but sian the talk .. learnt okok .. WENT TO BUGIS . HEHEHEHEHEHE cause we were meeting the dancers at jp later ... then had extra time at FIRST. walked walked around .. BOUGHT .. COIL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER NICE A BAG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND A SMALL PRESENT FOR MY SIS TO CELEBRATE MY $200 BUCKS . HAHAHAS. havent given it to her yet .. but quite excited to !!! :D oh ya !!! we donated to these sec sch students !!! outside coil.. LIKE DE-JA-VU . that time me rad andrea becca jeidy also there asking for donations !!!!!!!!!! and i received a SUPER CUTE sticker.. so felt really happy .. on the journey back me and jinggy talked about many many stuffs !!! happy .. irritating LOL really bonded a lot !!!! and very very hyper.. !!!! as soon as we reached jp .. (travelled from EAST to WEST) it was two !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so its like a miracle.. attending a 3hr session and going across a country .. but reaching the other side at 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! morning never ends~~ met up with WEIWEN JOEY VER LYNN JIAYI !! ate at tori Q !!!! quite nice .. !!!!!!! and talked a lot !!!! glad that syf improved !!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT PMS DIDNT COME !!!!!!!!!!!!! so it might detiorate ..... I SHALL PULL HER UP MAN HAHAHAHAA. quite happy its NEAAAAT. bonded played talked .. seperated with lynn weiwen jiayi .. me and jinggy managed to persuade joey and ver to stay !!!!!!!!!!!! shopshop shop !!! bought new shoes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! throughout the whole thing .. we were playing the ignore game !!!!! like ignore jinggy .. then ... most of the time ignored jinggy LOL cause she busy insulting me ! then joey and ver ALSO JOIN. enter a shoe shop then keep insulting hahahaha but it was quite fun man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! long time since i had a day out like that .. played here and there .. very very very cool .. 8D but after that we all got a bit tired alr .. TIME TO GO HOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ver took my car... and GOO HOMEE !!!!!!!!!!! showed my parents what i bought . and they were okay with it !!! :D heheheh. which made me happier !!!!! really really fun day today !!!!!!!!!!!!!! tonight studying WILLINGLY. heheh. TOMORROW WILL BE BUSY MAN LOL 2 TUT AND MY BDAY CELEBRATION !!!!!!!!! im considering if i should run an errand .. see how ..!!!! but it will be fun !!!!!!!!!! :D i feel happy !!!!!!!! to end this post of .. something original from domochan !!!

To all the hearts drenched in sorrow,and to all the people shrouded under a cloak of darkness. Forget and Forgive the you of yesterday,Focus on the you of tomorrow.Bask in the opportunities of the Futureand not cling onto the possiblities of the PastWithout the Past, there would not be the Future,but do not let the Past and setbacks drown youand hold you back from the Future. Let the glimpse of hope catalyze you to keep moving forwardand never look back to regret or lament.May this little bud of happiness bloom for you,into a flower with a palette of colours. Life is what you make of it;boundless and free.

sorry i made such a big deal about it .. i really appreciate what you did .. im so giving you your toberone. YAY !!!! BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUDY HARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT GIVE UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

today was a very happy day
busiest but happiest

i am so sleepy i cant really blog ..
but i just wanna remember this day as i am EXTREMELY RELAXEDDD
like ....BREATHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

oh ya and i finished 3 books this holiday ..
in the mist of spammed dance practices ..
eng workshop
and overloaded homework..

AM I HAPPY OR WHAT .

no im not ....!
im ...

im...

ELATED !!

ON CLOUD NINE !!!

HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!

oh ya i wont be posting much anymore cause of my..
GCO LEVELS? GESCO ? YUP !!
thank you
:D

bye !!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

my birthday is coming !!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i like it cause its at the end of march!!!
means i got one month of happiness !!!!

hahas
this year was less happy mouth for me ..
cause stress !!!
but i will STAY STRONG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hell yeah !

anyway im very happy with my life now .
gonna have a thanking session again
hehe

FIRST

i will thank ...............................

the honour goes to .......................................

MY BEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aka my soft toy who smiles at any time of the day !!!!!!!!!

then ..............
it goes to ................

MY FAMILY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cause if dont have them i wont have me now. duh

next .........................

this is the hard one ....................

EVERYONE ELSE
LOL

LYNN
JON
XAV
RADIANCE
ANDREA
LESTER
JINGWEN
ZHENYI
VERNICE
JODIE
CHLOE
JOEY
JIAYI
SILING
WEIWEN
BECCA
JEIDY
LIWEN
YUKEI

hahas
like ..... all the diff cliques !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not to forget ..

MADELINE
DANIEL
ANDREW
WEEHAO
CHIME
ZHIMING
AZRINA
HUITING
REINE
FELICIA
YIYONG
DIGENE
STEPHANIE
PORN WATCHER
LINA
MAISARAH
NILA

hahas
you get the idea !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like everyone i talk to !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and play with when we meet each other !!!!!!
plus pri sch fri !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tho very long never see them !!!!!!!

and ALLLLLLLLLL OF 4M !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
INCLUDING
MS TEO
AND MS CHIA
AND MR SOH

YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today was really fun !!!
had 3HOURS OF SDL
HAHAHAHAHAHAA

and during one of it me madeline jinggy jodie
PLAYED HIDE AND SEEK BOOK
!!! hahas super fun

not just that ..
today smth very funny happened ..

cause i have always felt that jeffery is very... cool .
like cute and cool !!! for very long le .
hahas . thats beside the point. today something happened !!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
YIFEI HAD A FAKE COCKROAH !!!!!!!!!!

then ....
he threw it onto jeffrey table ..
then when he saw . . jeffrey screamed ..
HIGH PITCHED WITH HANDS OPENED WIDE !!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

LOL
hahas
its like the cool and cute image in my mind disappeared !
LOL
but still i think its cool that hes hardworking
sorry jeffrey !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like imagine a shuai guy scream like ashley .
LOL LENGENDARY .

okay !!!!!!!!
i love everyone
BYEBYE

and i officially gave my mama my url so ..

HELLO MDM TANG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D :D
WELCOME TO MY SECRET HEAVEN !!!!!!!!!!!!
have a happpy time reading my happy moments !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

I DONT FEEEL LIKE STUDYING AT ALL

I FEEL SO DAMN TRAPPED.

I NEED A VACATION.

2011-03-04T20:24:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS A REALLY TIRING BUT RELAXED DAY FOR ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cause of dance and some care ..
it was one of my happier day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday was quite fun too !
me and ver were faking ang moh acent in the train ~
and the look of commuters were PRICELESS LOL
we acted like bitches man
LOL
then people kept turning towards us .
made me burst out laughing halfway while we faked accent !!!!!!
but really very fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas
today wasnt a fun day ..
but a really happy happy day
like ...................

the whole day was = dance !!!!!!!!!!!
morning rehearsal
afternoon normal sessions !!!
it was tiring but in between was fun !!!

we had syf rehearsal at the real stage !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WAS COOOL
BUT NOT NEAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that was a disaster !!!!
and i danced with my heart and with an empty stomach !!!
feeling unwell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so when i reached school.. had practical session ..
phys ...
I FELT SO HORRIBLE

HORRIBLE ISNT EVEN GOOOD ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE HOW I FELT .
IT WAS.....
SO .....
DEAD....?
BEYOND WORDS .

like i felt so dead.
so weak trying to do a PHYSICS practical ..
couldnt even move about properly . only felt like lying down ...
so lifeless .. dragged my dead body around merely with my mind ..
HORRIBLE ..

m.s talked to me today ..
and i really really felt much better ..

i want to start of with a letter to C.F
dear c.f,
thanks a lot for today. your encouragement and care really really really really ..
made me feel better and happier ..
youre like one of the kindest people i have ever ever ever met ...
i didnt even need to reach out for your help.
yet you were there, giving me a helping hand.
and for that i must must thank you .
for being so understanding. and caring .
i could tell that you werent faking . and you tried your best to help me .
after comforting you tried jokes ... that wasnt very funny .
LOL. but it still worked . surprisingly after that i felt much better !!!
so i dont know if its physcological or not !!!
still..really really really thanks a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot for being there .
even when i dint expect it ..
:D
thank you !

hahas
YEAHHH
after that
felt the world lift off my shoulders !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
happier x10
higher than the happy meter ..
dingdingding !!!

played with jinggy jodie zhenyi chloe lynn
then with jon xav
had fun shooting here and there !!

went dance early and got a bit high LOL
but when dance part felt so TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
cause like in morning alr dance like so hard ..
gave my 200% effort ...
then back in dance room have to dance ........
AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
and one dance its so tiring ..
breathless..
we danced like 6 times today !!!!
plus i din feel well !

hahas
the good thing is
DANCE RELEASED EARLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH MAN
INSTEAD OF 5.. IT WAS 430
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
it might seem like a mere 30mins
BUT ITS REALLY A LOT
INSTEAD OF 30MIN OF FULLL EXERCISE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D :D hehhehheh

got happy and took quite a few photos !!!!!!!! hahas ..
random photos us sec4s !!!
with ver .. hopefully she will post sooon !
but it was quite fun !!

then went home !
hahas
everything felt better ..
weeeeee
like .. better
tho theres still like many things i was thinking bout ..
but at least its still there .
now the question is ..
To What Extent ?

hahas
today was a reliving day ..
going meet ver tomorrow
next sat meeting radiance andrea coming my house !!!
i really want plan xbox day too
:D
and we bought new wii game !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehheh.
hope your day was a happy one too !!!
cause there will always be happy things around waiting for you to realise !!!!
appreciate everything around !! :)

i love my friends and family :)

2011-02-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

i am not supposed to be posting so i willl make this really quick !
anyway whos even reading my blog man hahahahaha
i have no idea

I AM GOING TO TALK ABOUT TODAY MATHS
so if you dont wanna see then dont read cause a bittt...?
i feel that it should be a day i will want to remember ...

today margret went through the maths paper
that i got 34.5/40 i realised i dint get a single mark of careless AT ALL
how? i check back every single step i do.. like super fast.
beats having to check back the whole question.
:D

still
hahahahahahaha
i think i will kinda remember this day for long man
its like the praised me in front of the whole class after like all the struggling...
but now i feel so scared that i wont meet up to her expectations!!!!
what if i flunk the next test !
ahhh

still
she was like '' you cannot compare yourself with people like wayne, ashley because they have always been doing well''
''you should compare yourself with yehlin''
PAK! HAND ON MY SHOULDERLOL
''last year her work was rotten.. now after hard work had improved with a 34.5''
i kinda forget what else she said ... i only remember ROTTEN
LOL
i kinda agree bout the rotten ?

the funniest part was that when she returned me the paper ..
its with a smiley face .
WITH TEARS

then she told me ''I HAPPY UNTIL CRY''
then i was touched but laughing like mad also ..
like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

now im afraid i dont meet up to her expectations .
or i get complacent ...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i asked lynn about it
she says its normal to be. just tell yourself that there are people better than you.
just that now you KNOW you can score well

which is really cool
so i see how!
will be studying hard man !
but notduring weekends !!!
weekends are my
SLACK DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
goodnight !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-25T22:58:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TODAY IS A DAM HAPPY DAY FOR ME.. :D

so many things happened i dont know where to start ...
hmm..
happiest thing first !!!
my results werent very good ..
3 fails ..
both language and CHUM
my a1 subject !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but im comforted to know that i can really do better in it .
hehhehheh
i will practice more questions ..

my L1R5 IS ...... 24 !!!!
quite average ba .
considering the f9 for eng .
hahahahaha.
but smth happened yesterday night .
until i happy until today and probably tomorrow .. and next week LOL

i score A1 FOR A MATHS .
OMG LOL
my normall= maths = b4/c5 subject ... highest B3 .
I GOT A1
AND ITS FREAKING 34.5/40
LOL
LOL LOL LOL
LOL LOL LOL
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
CONVERT TO 100 IS 86.25
LOL OMG
I WAS SO SHOCKED .

from my tragic failure of mastery test last year ...
something i will never ever forget
to a1 ..
hahahahahaha
but i must not be complacent !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
use that as an encouragement.
plus the paper was kinda simple ..
still yehlin has come a long way~~ oooooooooh

anyway this is to tell you all that ..
even if you din score well..
SO WHAT!
IT IS NOT WORTH IT TO LET A COMMONTEST AFFECT YOUR OLEVELS OR CONFIDENCE IN THE FUTURE. SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN CHANGE.
the most important thing is to LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES.
if you feel you have no more time..
SO WHAT!
cant turn back time also .
just PROMISE YOURSELF
you will DO YOUR BEST FROM NOW ONWARDS.
cause THERE IS STILL TIME.
AND HAVE CONFIDENCE AND BELIEVE IN YOURSELF !
:D

but my other subs din score very well tho ..
hahahahaha
chum was greatest disappointment .
followed by chem.
then Emaths

SO I WILL WORK HARD FOR MY Os.
but never repeat my same mistakes again
and i will PLAY HARD
cuase its my last year as a sec sch student ..
:D

enough talk about studies !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today theres another super good thing that happened !
WE GOT PRIASED BY DINGHONGLAO SHI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahaha
which is quite rare cause these few days i have been dreading to go dance cause i know will be scolded .. :(
but YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hahas
and we had SANDWICH CAKE AND SWEETS !!!!!!!!
which made everything happier .
plus her priase really .... like makes everything feel worth it .
:D

also.
TODAY IS MY ULTIMATE WORKOUT DAY MAN
LOL
morning run - 20mins
pe - 1hr
dance - 3hr
total 4h 20min
COOL MAN
FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED .
hahas .
and of course i feel tired.. so after watching survivor i shall SLEEEP !!!

surprisingly
I ENJOYED MYSELF DURING LIANGLU PUNISHMENT.
LOL
cause its like the punishment was to write gong han ..
which would help the commontest .
so its worth it !
plus played the 'hide and seek' with him again!
like he will disappear and release late and stuffs .. which is quite funny ..
like dejavu !
and .. like idk why ...
suddenly felt a rush of 2/5 feeling !!!!!!!!!!!!!
like the happy and fun time and like 'old friends' together tho not very close .
like just the feeling of gooing back 2 years ago ..
the childish fun times..
which was really really ... nice !

still have ..
yesterday went andreas house to do cep project
AND IT WAS DAM FUN .
I LAUGHED UNTIL LIKE TOTALLY LOSE CONTROL .
hahas all the dumb dumb comments that andrea put .
normally we only meet each other in sch ...
so it felt a bit like seeing them = studies .
but now its much less ..
and all the dam fun stuffs.
really BONDED A LOT.
and a lot of stupid things !!
and heard andrea play piano and 3 of us karaok singapore songs together LOL.
so really really fun .. !!!!!!

MR SOH CALLED ME A FLOWERPOT TODAY
LOL
SUPER ...... RANDOM
cause jingwen me mrsoh was walking in same direction .. to staff room ..
then like ended up chatting .
then jingwen talked about tests and stuffs .
then they started shooting each other or smth . i din really concentrate.
then somehow shoot me become FLOWER POT .
LOL
he said ''yehlin is like flowerpot. nice to see. but no use''
I WAS LIKE ANGRY LOL
CAUSE HE INDIRECTLY SAY I WAS USELESS.
THEN I TELL HIM LIKE WALAO.
then kinda those joking quarrel.
then he change me to ruler
'' not nice to see. but very useful''
and i was quite happy LOL
useful leh !

anyway
then jingwen went back to dance rooom .
and told the clique that mr soh was flirting .. with me
which was .. like ... idk how to explain .
DAM UNEXPECTED BUT FUNNY .
LOL LOL
and i felt so complimented suddenly
hehehehehehehehehe
tho i KNOW that the nice to see was not meant as a praise . but still quite funny !!
LOL

so quite fun !!!!!!!
ahhh im feeling sleepier ..
but i havent say my climax of the day

oh ya before that
MS TEO DID A VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY
VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
LAME JOKE TO ME
LOL

cause i saw her .
then i shout ms teo ! and held out a twist sign .
then she look at me
and said 'ms teo only got one dont have two'
LOL
IT WAS SO LAME
LOL
I LAUGHED LIKE MAD NOT AT THE JOKE. BUT AT THE FACT THAT SHE ACTUALLY PULLED SUCH A LAME JOKE LOL
LOL
BUT IT MADE ME SPEECHLESS FOR A WHILE

then then then
i forgot to add ..
TODAY GOT A DANCER STUCK IN TOLIET !!!!!!!!!!
LOL SUPER FUNNY .
cause its the only one cubicle toliet at 3rd floor staff room ..
then during break she entered .
then suddenly CANT COME OUT.
LOL
idk which stupid sch person went to lock the door from outside !!!
then it was super funny cause like kena locked into toliet during practice !!!
even the instructor tried to help
then the seniors sang song outside to accompany her while others take the key..
which was high man !
LOL
then she looked super cute when she finally got out .
like laughing but dont know what expression to have .
hahas.

then CHANG CHANG CHANG
MY CLIMAX OF THE DAY

my cousin who stays in malaysia and studies in singapore decided to come over to my house !!
but i agreed to jon and xav i will pei them eat and if i pangseh them they will be having a date with each other which is weird !
so i reached cck at like 7 .. then she called me ask me where am i?
turns out she also just reach ! means we took same train !
it was quite funny and super coincidental but i realised that there was a problem !
i dunno where will she go !!!
cause she stays in malaysia so not VERYY familier outside and dont know lot one well
so cant loiter in lot one to wait..
but i cant expect her to go to my house herself cause no one there !
like bu fang xin ..

i din know what to do man ..
then jon xav invite her join them dinner !!!!!
i at first a bit skeptical..
but since no choice just do it !
ended up it was VERY FUN LOL
THEY KEEP TALKING BAD BOUT ME TO HER.
AS IF SHE WONT TAKE MY SELF .
THEN SHE HELP ME SHOOT THEM BACK .
hahas and it was so funny cause i couldnt even BELIEVE that my cousin in malaysia will eat with my bfam (brotherfromanothermother) and sfam (sister-fam) .
like UNBELIEVABLE MAN
AND I WAS QUITE FUN LOR LOL

hahas feeling sleepy now so cant really show my enthuness
but i really enjoyed just now dinner.
like my one of worlds closest people eating together cuase of me !
really very cool man.
and we played and joked around .
jon with his usual lame jokes LOL.
it was fun man :D

like really the feeling of your closest people with you at the same time is really cool ..
hehheh .

oh ya and i bonded with lots of people today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like played and high with them !!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay i go sleep hehe
NIGHTS SWEET DREAMS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
enjoy your bed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
cause i LOVE MINE ALOT LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-18T23:16:00.003+08:00

exams OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

but many regrets
things i learnt .

1. NEVER TAKE A NAP
2. NEVER SLEEP LATE
3. EAT ONE PIECE OF CHOCOLATE AS ENCOURAGEMENT
4. CONSTANTLY THINK OF MOTIVATION
5.DONT DAYDREAM UNTIL FINISH
6.STUDY MOST IMPORTANT THINGS AND HARDEST THINGS FIRST
7.SKIPPING RECCESS HELPS
8.CONSISTANT STUDYING HELPS.. A LOT :)

also ..
stuffs i love about my life
playing talking to many people
playing around while studying hard in school .
my house
my home
my bear
my bed
my dear friends
my family duh
my pens paper pencilbox bag chair food

love the feeling of goinng to sch to meet and play with many people!

2011-02-12T09:35:00.002+08:00

gonna study hard earn enough moneyy and buy back my phone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-06T09:46:00.003+08:00

my phone was stolen. saw the whole taking and running and leaving .
cant stop thinking about it .
:(
hopefully will get it back .
i cant really get into study mood too .........

and oh for gods sake .
im not stupid or naive or an idiot la. i just choose to be happy.
:)

2011-01-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM BLOGGING WITH A STINKING BODY !!!
CAUSE I WANT TO BLOG THIS FIRST IF I FORGET MY AMOUNT OF HHAPPINESS.!
FIRST

lets start with...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XAVIERRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!
i am proud to announce that...
i organised 80% of his whole celebration process !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it wasnt very good but still i really spent a looot of effort !

then ..
for the past few days there were many like motivation things talks..
and i really felt very stressed and afraid for Os !
very very kinda miserable ..
even while celebration xav bday it wasnt as happy !!!
when i meet my friends i felt happy but dint feel 90% happy still !!
only like 70% ! cause stresssssssssed
every second i felt like i should be studying or i will flunk my Os .
i wanna go AJ or nanyang jc !!
:D
so have to get below 10 :(
yaa so super streesedd !!

but this whole week have been really busy for me too !!!
making xav birthday book .
buying jon birthday things.
cny cool dance.
cca
studies.
plus one outing with jon and xav .

i also remember there was one day where me lynn jon jw chloe went imm.
very fun!!
ate at pepper lunch ..
then went imm the super big giant to eat sushi !!
ended up playing hide and seek !!!
i know it was like very bad cause we were wearing our sch uniform ..
but we din really run or anything ..
and i feel like ...its like once in a reeeally reeeally long time ....
sorry !!
but it was SUPER STUPID

me and jw were like .
LOL DAM STUPID
at first playying okok . then chloe lynnn jon got bored.
ended up looking at stuffs.
then me jw still playin.. first is hide from them.
then they pay us no attention we did spying on them from close distance!
LOL
hide behind kai-lan and other stuffs.
and the fear and thrill of seeing them and hiding between shelves was..
LOL SUPER FUN.
chloe lynn jon din even know ANYTHING .
LOL SO WE JUST HIDE AROUND FROM THEM FOR LIKE ONE HOUR .
laughing like stupid idiots !! SELF ENTERTAINMENT.
then when they left we din even know .
lols that was UNFORGETABLE MAN.

then study study .
im studying hard at night !!!
not watching television at all !!!
source of happiness is comics and sms-ing SOME-BODY,
hahahahahahahaha
eat with my books somemore during dinner ! 8D
and i also stop messaging sometimes !!!
:D

anyway .
today was really very very very fun .
until i forgot that i was taking Os .
but it also motivated me to study harder .
the details i lazy go through .
asked around for signatures for jons present ..
really cool .
so like even if graduate can use te folder during poly/jc .
to remember happy times .
then ..
dance was a bit tiring but i felt it was worth it ..
cause i quit ballet .. then i have not been exercising AT ALLLLL.
and ballet is easily 10x more tiring than chinese dance .
so i kinda enjoyed the tiredness !!!

pe was fun too !!!
SUPER FUN !!!
the handball !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like i laughed until i fell to the floor .
many many many many many stupid things happened .
:D
and again we ran 14 rounds. LOL. or 15 ... in the small rectangle in parade square
i din feel very tired !!!! like welcoming running with open arms .
hahahhaha
and even during like all the sit up/push up was okay !!!
but my skinny arms have no strength !! still it was fun :)
enjoyed the CRAWLING training LOL.
crawling face downwards.
looks super .... unglam . and stupid .
but fun .
i fell down TWICE LOL.

i also liked it that i learnt a lot today !!!
for phys and maths !!!
absorbed a lot !

then JON BIRTHDAY.
had to hide the cake from him and everything .
quite fun !!!!!!
hid the cake in dance room scared melt !!!
then when we go down saw the ncc guys going to toliet .
thensince we wanted to give a big surprise to him ..
we .. sang his birthday song and lighted his candles outside the toliet.
LOL KINDA WRONG.
but it was really a good surprise ! :)

continued the celebration in canteen .
quite a lot of ppl sang also !!!
got once the whole canteen also sing !!!
sadly ver and chloe had to leave halfways ..
still

WE HAD A CAKE SMASH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER SUPER SUPEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR FUN
LOL
SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
LIKE HIDE AND SURPRISE AND SMASH AND EVERYTHING.
SUPER SUPER .
GOT CAKE GO INTO MY EAR ALSO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lynn got the worst .
LOL
jon got second worst..
i think im the third..

BUT SUPER SUPER FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

and i TOTALLY forgot i was a sec 4 student that instant ..
just playing around like a stupid kid .
screaming shouting hiding .

but it wasnt a bad thing that i forgot !!
i feel that when im sad/stressed i can reflect back on this moment and feel happy !!!!!!!!!
listen to happy sings and remember that i have friends in school.. :D
after that left sch ..
ate with jon and zhenyi ..
quite fun!! talked played about many stupid things !!
tho i was kinda tired after the whole celebration .. it was fun !!!!!!!!!!

so i shall post only when i have one of these SUPER HAPPY moments.
hahahah
and i really like it that we have a clique that will celebrate each other bday without fail.
:)
my bday is next !!!
hahahahahhahaha
excited ! but expectations not hardto fufil at all !!
just present . cake . cake smashing.
and imma very happy LOL.

i will study hard from now on !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO YEHLIN!!!!!!

thanks for reading this far !!
BYEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-12-06T12:14:00.005+08:00

hello !!!!
i went shopping with ver joey lynn some time back ..
super super super fun
bought many cute stuffs
met this pervert.
had a tough time eating chewy junior :D
many many many more ..

anyway i started doing more of my homework !!!!!!
and i hate it that the teachers send the hmk through email...
its like.....................................
idk how explain !

yesterday went bugis again.
sat went ballet and ate chicken rice with...
alicia priya valerie ginderlin meifei vermel !!!
kinda fun bonded and talked talked .
at the end the 7 of us like hugged and said goodbye like not seeing each other for years . LOL

anyway

TODAY I HAD A DREAM THAT BECAME A NIGHTMARE.

im kinda missing school... like the friends part.
not the homework part ..
dreamt that 3m had a kinda class outing/meeting ..
then all playing and talking and guailanning each other ..
then somehow the view changed to inside mrt ..

then ....MRS TERRENCE AND MRS ANBA CAME OVER .
they entered the mrt ..
and said, ''yehlin i want to talk to you.''

then the others all looking at me ..
then i go over ..
then they tell me ..

''yeling what kinda attitude is this? WHY HAVENT YOU FINISHED YOUR HOMEWORK. youre already supposed to be studying.'' *lists out all the hmk. plus nonexistent ones* ''you got ..... and ... and .... to do ....''

then like in the dam stict manner .
so ya
LOL A NICE CLASS MEETING ENDED UP LIKE THAT

:D

oh well !!!

anyway i saw this very funny paragraph in comics .
a love confession .

My love, my heart turns flipflop whenever i think about you.

Sometimes it feels as a turbulent as a thunderstorm

and sometimes it feels like a ball has just hit me over the head,

causing this crazy head over heels in love feeling.

I just want to love love LOVE YOU FOREVER...

having our dates on noahs ark...

LOL

BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh ya and all those who left overseas and came back

WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-12-01T19:39:00.019+08:00

i am CLOSING this blog down for the time being !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
until i have more mood to blog !!!
idk why i suddenly feel weird bout typing things out on to public website since i have been doing it for ... since p6 !! like 4 years !

anyway this blog will forever remain here and perhaps one day when i feel high i shall repost !!!!!!!

my LUNCH . LOL

not gonna be posting anymore !
these are some pics that i like a lot cause of diff reasons ..
its dated backwards !!!

bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

today was a fun day.
started off with mdm chang goodbye party .. which was really really fun.
dance was kinda tough .
but after that me jing weiwen went imm to run errand .
and bonded till like 8plus .
talked and played a lot
very very relaxing .
went home high !!!

2010-11-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

laughing over random stuffs nowadays !!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED EARLY CELBRATION BIRTHDAY CHLOE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
may you get to kiss orlando bloom one day !!!

today was fun . relaxing
probably cause tomorrow no school !!!
had dance..
at first wasnt looking forward to it
after that i think super fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got high doing OW!
then joey and lynn do with me .

jinggy ver lynn the part very very cool .
while i joined in joeys body wave part.
sadly chloe not joining us !
weiwen also din come .

lessons school is kinda fun
dunno why im looking forward to doing maths later .
:D

and these few days im crazyyyyyyyyy over
HARRY POTTER
not the daniel radcliffe.. but the show itself
ever since i saw prisoner of ASKABAN. <3
my most most fav harry potter movie ever

there are like 2 climax.
one is before
i super love the go back in time part
very very very very cool .
order of pheonix also very nice . cause of the cool uprising.
i dont really like globet of fire cause the challenges like very ...
scary? and the whole show like veryvery dangerous .
or dark? then i kept wondering if that eye guy was bad.
like dislike him .
at least the pink lady in order of pheonix wasnt a fake .

yup !!!
now gonna go back and watch all the other movies !!!
im considering of reading the book !!!
if anyone of you can lend me pls lend !!!!
i promise i will take 100000000000000000000000x care of it !!!

these few days quite fun !
but very very lazy to post .
have many outings !!!!
like everyday after school go out !
then that promotionday also going out !
and tomorrow celebrating chloes birthday !!!

so yup !!!
having lotsa fun in school !!
im gonna try make full use of my holidays !!
meet ups to study also !!!

stuffs i wanna do .
-study duh
-watch movies
-outings
-buy one more wii game or old xbox game
-indulge in at least one good good book (hopefully harry potter!!!)
-eat to my desiresss
-dance duh
-SLEEEP

AND IM GOING TO TAIWAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hell yeah

and theres a new sofa in the living room !!!
which is part of the reason why i hardly use com !!!
cause its DAM DAM DAM COMFORTABLE.
theres like a extended leg rest that i can laze and get fat on .
and i feel sleepy 5secs after sitting on it .
DAM COMFORTABLE

but kinda miss the old sofa.. with our family for many years .

anyway

BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS !!!!!!!

2010-10-24T14:29:00.000+08:00

SPD EMERGENCY !

1. SUPER BORED AFTER EXAM

2. WHAT PRESENT??????????

2010-10-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

results contented !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i ........
improved !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
by a lot ..

:)
thankful that promotion wont be a problem for me .
just worried for others only .
and bucking up man !!!!!!!!!

even though din score well
i did improve !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and the gap between marks are decreasing !!!!!!!!!!

:D

2010-10-21T12:21:00.002+08:00

my temp was 37.7 still can go sch .
but i decided it was rare time to pon, cause lessons havent start .
and i felt so tired.
so i agreed to my dad if i pon i have to see doctor..

dad '' i think she got dengue''
doctor observes a while ..
''i think it might be possible, lets do a blood test''
me ''can please tomorrow ?''
doctor ''no. come let me see your vein only''
i hesitate .. then places arm on table ..

suddenly .

PAK!!!! smth strapped around my arm to stop blood flow.
me ''no !''
doctor injects in the needle and suck up the blood .
me crying like some 3 year old .

FINALLY SETTLED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn scariest pon sch day of my life .

2010-10-19T02:10:00.002+08:00

WENT CHALET

LAZY GO TO DETAILS

BUT VERY FUN

VERY VERY COOL AND NICE

AND PLAYED BOWLING AND CYCLING ALSO .

NIGHTS !!!!

2010-10-18T12:33:00.004+08:00

WA LAO EH
SICK

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

BUT~
i played for for these 3 days also .!
so its kinda my fault ..
today got 2/5 2/4 chalet !
and im still going

okay !!!
talk about EOY

IT WAS HORRIBLE
I DIN FINISH MANY
ALMOST ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL PAPERS
NEVER HAD ONE EXTRA TIME
EXCEPT FOR ..

CEP.

which i preferred it to be on monday .
the last exam day ..
=(
then got more happiness mood .

but anyway .
yeahs

AND I DROPPED GEOG .
SO I GOT TO SLEEP IN.
very happy that day
haha

and there were many funny things that happened during X-M period .
lame stuff
yet stressful

hopefully i will do okay ..
for my papers
wont do well for phys and bio ..
had no more energy by then ..
emaths was horrible also

ANYWAY
POST EXAM

WE WENT SENTOSA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas
pictures in jingwens acc.
me jingwen chloe jodie zhenyi daniel !
slacked and played and hyper !!!!!!!
and ate super dog !!!

BUTT
i think im prone to some beach or heat thing..
i fell SICK AFTER THAT !!!

spent sat skipping dance ..
and slacking
around
9 plus went meet
JINGCI CHUXUAN CHERYL

DAMN FUN
hahas
i tried shooting game !
to get lava lamp !
but FAILED
but fun !!!!
and now i owe chu $4
and also .... we talked a lot !!!!!!
all about our schools ..
very very fun .
=)

then ..
yesterday !!!
had XBOX day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we played like halo
monopoly
wiiplay
wiisports !!!!!!!!
super duper fun
hahas
stayed for like 6 hours plus !!!!!!!
kept playing and everything !

today time to go chalet !
which i cant stay!
but will be going home with chloe and lester !
LATE AND NIGHT !!!!
so still kinda fun !!!!!

but im waiting for doctor !!!!
so kinda sian
but oh well !!!

BYE !!!

2010-10-15T22:06:00.004+08:00

EXAM OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER

surprisingly i can bear to seperate with my phone AFTER exams are over .

many many funny things happened during this stressful times .
but for now im shacked .
WENT SENTOSA PLAY

tired !!!

and very very scared for results .
i din do my best !!!

COMPUTER

COMICS

TELE

GAMES

XBOX

WII

MANY OUTINGS

SLEEPING EXCEPTIONALLY EARLY OR LATE

PHONE

HIGHING

HAHAHA HERE I COME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-01T18:47:00.002+08:00

THESE FEW WEEKS HAVE BEEN RATHER RUBBISH FOR ME

i regretted joining so many things at the same time ..
resulted me in not being able to concentrate all ...
not enjoying myself fully thoughout whole time .

good thing is ..
the closing ceremony ENDDEDDDDDDDD ~~
sucha pity like we all spent so much time on it but not really RECOGNISED.
its okay!!
maybe someedays when im more free i will do this thing call ..
identify yehlin .
then i will circle when my tiny me appears on the screen .
heh. heh.

ALSO.
THE TEACHERS DAY DANCE IS OVERRR
hahas.
was fun while it lasted .
:D :D
i took many photos on it will be posting on facebook also !!!
the preparation !!

also took photos on closing !!
posted alr.. but only half posted !!
:D

i felt so stressed.
and yesterday fell sick again .
bah
but today woke up. A-OKAY
:D

so i gotta apologise to them .

i lost my wallet .
inside contained something VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MEANINGFUL TO ME
its like the most important thing in my life given to me by my parents .
cried like i mourned or something .
but i figured theres nothing i could do .
then just now i killed a lizard .
somehow i felt much better !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL. i guess it was cause i screamed .

so yehlin cant keep depending on others .
heh .
chek !

so yup
i dont think im posting much from now on .
gonna START preparing for EOY soon i think

OH YA I DROPPED GEOG
HOOORAY
HOOORAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO THE SUBS IM WEAK IN IS NOW....
CHEM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
taa daaa
oh ya and chinese.

okay !!!
let me write my love to those people i love
hahahaha
my family.. awww
the fat one
the fat one boyfriend. cum my brotherfromanothermother.
my short brotherfromanothermother
jingger bells .
chloe
vernice
joey
radiance andrea bearbear jeidy .
ester
TSOD girls
chuxuanxuan
and lao siew even tho we never talk but your love is with me.
and the other cckpianssss !!

why like so few people to thank ah ?

the 3M girls . guys? 3I girls you all know who you are la .
and those people whom im close to or play with a lot.
you know who you are !

heh .

YEAH MAN
might not be updating soon !!!
but yeah man

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2010-08-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE .
LOL
FEELING KIND OF HAPPY.

hahahaha
chloe loves me in her blog !!!
hahas feeel so honoured. !
LOL DONT WORRY VER CHLOE I LOVE YOU TOO
and who ever reading this blog?
i dont know who read this blog !!!
no one tags !!!
LOL BUT THERE IS !!! PEOPLE WHO READ THIS BLOG !
BUT I DONT KNOW WHO !

ANYWAY I LOVE THIS BLOG !
IT HAS BEEN WITH ME SINCE P5 !!
OR P6 ?
LOL
P6 !!!

hahas
anyway these few days lifes kind of super happy for me !!!

i had 4 performances coming up !!!!!
-awards day . that day
-yog .14aug and 26 aug
-teachers day . the day before real day
-ballet exam . 29sep

AND AWARDS DAY IS DOWN !!!
YOG IS ENDING SOON !!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAA
EVEN THO THERE WILL STILL BE THE CLOSING CEREMONY BUT IT IS MORE SLACK !!!!
so i left two more !!!
LOL
BUT I HAVENT BEEN STUDYING
HAHAHAHAHAHA

kind of funny
but i wanna apologise to all the chinese dancers !!!
cause because of stupid stupid yog then i cant concentrate on teachers day ..
and feel very weird about it !!
i will try my best but yup !!!

:)
TOMORROW WAKING UP AGAIN AT 7.45 FOR YOG
THEN RUSH TO SCHOOL FOR TEACHERS DAY
HAHAHAHAHA
so tired

there was a day i cracked !!!
because i was sick for two days .!!
first day was really high fever for me !
38.plus .
then felt like bleh
but second day was feeling better !!!

THEN WHEN I COME BACK SCHOOL I HAD TO CATCH UP ON A LOT OF THINGS LA

3 TESTS .
TEACHERS DAY .
YOG .

so was really stressed .
then i CRRRRACKED
but now okay already !!!!
:D :D :D

i enjoy yog now ..
LOL KEEPS ME SUPER FIT
SUPER DUPER
HAVE 5ITEMS.
AFTER THE FIRST ITEM DIE ALR
HAHAHAHAHA

yup ..
love the experience !
and made friends with a lot of them.
the other day we went high at like SAT MIDNIGHT .
LOL THEN WE PLAYED COLOURS
HAHAHA
really was super fun .

then sunday went malaysia !!!
met cousins after a long time !!!
played with the new mic !! LOL WE PLAYED DONT FORGET THE LYRICS !!!!!
LOL SUPER FUN.
HAHAS.
ME AND MY SIS WENT DAMN OFF KEY .
AND MY COUSIN JUST BROKE HIS VOICE. SO WAS SUPER LOW
HAHAS BUT IT WAS FUN .!!!

MONDAY .. I SLEPT A LOT !
LOL A LOT.
then then then i meant to celebrate the brithday !!!
but i end up over sleeping !!!!!!!!!!
hahas .
THEN I SLEPT THROUGH THE WHOLE SHOW ! LOL
WOKE UP IT WAS DARK ALREADY .
but i played the recorded version !!!!!!!
so i saw the power rangers !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas.
oh ya i love this song...
fight for this love - cheryl cole .
SUPER NICE.

im done monologue-ing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bye !!!!!!!!!!

i love you family !

i love you friends !!

and i love singapore !!!

and i love my new toys !!!

and my dolphin in the car !!!!!!!!!!

and i like to day dream !!!!

bye !!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

i dont feel like studying!!

these few days very ultra busy ..
today imediately after ballet rushed to west mall !!!
watched movie again.
these time is sourcers apprientice !!!
LOL.
quite funny
but scary ..

din get to bond much tho !!!!!!
still fun !!!
out with me andrea radiance junwei lester yiyong digene chime
LOL. okay okay ba ..

but laughed a lot at kfc

before that had ballet ..
rushed like mad .
all this time having yog .
wanted to take photo but cant use phone !!!!
practice practice practice lots !!!
still they say not very nice leh ..

but learning lots of new dance !!!
the closing ceremony dance is cool !
and bud is the nicest !!!
bonding less with the girls i feel ..
cause din go for morning or dance .
bahh.
then after school need go yog
:(
next week again full of dance.
all the way till next monday ..?
SCARLY DANCE AGAIN !!!!

hahas
okay okay ba
no mood to do homework leh
even tho 3 exams tomorrow
oh man

byebye !!!!

2010-07-20T00:53:00.004+08:00

its 1am in the morning ..
tomorrow theres school !!!
but im still doing a full recount of today !!!!!!!

monday morning .. i woke up and prepare with extra time.
tehn while i tie hair i was thinkin of singapore songs then LOL. got super carried away.. then..
DAMN LATE !!!!
supposed to 6.30 meet them become 6.45 then can meet.
so they went first !! :D

met zhenyi xavier wayne chime plus weehao at jurong interchange in the end.
went school..
GOEG COMMONTEST !!!!

i din finish ...
but i have hopes to do well i think ..
tho some examples i din really remember clearly ..
and i din finish the last question ..
but .. see how ba !!!!!
:D :D :D
then okay okay .

next .. chinese ..
LL talking about the test ..
i failed by TWO marks .
:(

then.. MATHS ..
MARGRET LOH NEVER COME !!!!!!
even though i sort of like her .
wanted to study bio de. cause im behind karima .
and bio and goeg and maths were the subjects i concentrated on in the weekends .
then i rushed through maths like shit ..
scared chased out of class again ..
THEN NO MATHS .
LOL

but still had fun !!!!
couldnt concentrate .
then played a lot.!!! like walk around play this and that . slack happily .
cause im not behind any work !!!

then RECCESS.
less hungry ..
then.. GOEG !!!!
it was okay okay .
finished up on droughts ..

BIO !!!!
i was sort of half prepare for what karima will say ..
in the end. SHE NEVER COME ~!!
LOL. but still very fun !!!!
this time i tried to sleep !!!
but i couldnt !!!
hahas. but at least felt happy .. !

then CHEM.!
okok ba .
just another lesson ..
dont really feel that loh BY is a good teacher .
dont know how she become head of science .
mrs yue, mr koh seems like so far the very good science teacher?
so yup !!! im not sure ..

THEN END SCHOOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas. out of 6 lessons, 2 is slack .
WHICH IS VERY RARE .
so super fun .

did the stupid LL commontest .
then since margie loh never come.. so no REMEDIAL !!!

AFTER THIS IS ALL ABOUT THE YOG ALR .
NAMES OF PPL FROM OTHER PLACES WILL APPEAR BUT I WANT TO REMEMBER TODAY !!!!!

zhenyong and junhian were supposed to be involved in the YOG.
as cheerleaders ..
LOL.
but i din see them at all !!!
and i was at the platform there .. the main area ..
but i din see them !!!
tomorrow ask where were they ..
thought it would be fun to see school friends there ..!

then then met the cool cool me-lo-ny . jessica. theresa. jiajia.
also many of the senior seniors girls..
very cool.
then while they were practising ... it was the juniors time to slack !!!
then like i bonded a lot with the small girls .
kelly and larissa and kayla and many many many .
then like TSOD very cool ..
cause have girls from like pri 1 or 2 .. to girls who are above 20 there ...
all dancing the same dance ..
us the interfoun somewhere somewhere in the middle.. LOL.

really really played a lot ..
and felt very happy when kelly and the girls came to talk and play together and everything .

LOL. OH YA.
I FORGOT . KELLY MANAGED TO CARRY ME. LOL.
SHE WEIGHS LIKE 20KG PLUS. HER HEIGHT IS UP TO MY HIP .. YET SHE MANGED TO LIFT ME OFF GROUND
LOL . DAMN COOL. BUT SCARY !!!!
LOL. NEXT TIME I TAKE PHOTO OF ALL OF THEM THEN I POST SOMEWHERE !!!!

THEN ..
finally our turn to dance .
the girls are like lower primary so they keep forgetting their positions !!!!
then every practice have a very hard time arranging them ..
this practice also ..
today especially fustrating ..
ms june lee arranged alternate rows of 6 and 7 for origins .
which is impossible !!! cause there was pair work .
even the seniors or ms kok din know how. .
but still came up with solution !!!!!

still was sort of frustrating .. cause the instructions felt so unclear ..
but very cool ..
and i felt that i sort of bonded with the seniors a little !!!
as much as i bonded with juniors !!!

hahas. was mentally tiring i guess..
but felt very surprised when the small girls managed to remember their positons !!!!
and the big girls really helped the group a lot !!!
taa daa !!!
time flew by.. and before i know it ..
IT WAS 10.20PM !!!!!

waited for bus quite long.
bonded somemore..
worked together with the batok TSOD girls to do the luggage thing !!!
super cool !!!
then have all the teamwork and cheers .
finally when done like 11pm ?
then my parents were super late..
:(
took priyas car home instead .
and my parents actually scolded me for the yog to end so late ..
BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT ALSO .
LOL I NOT TIRED MEH .

so taa daa !!!
today was super happy day .
mainly cause, i studied during the weekends .
2 teachers never come .
bonded a lot with the girls in TSOD .!!!

:D :D
ITS 1.30 AM !!!!!
TOMORROW END SCHOOL EARLY .
NIGHTS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-18T01:52:00.002+08:00

chinesedance yog-semifourth teachersdaydance yog-prelude
study balletexam yog-origins goegcommontest homework yog-flashmob.

perhaps the busiest period of my whole life.
3 performances coming up.
2 major exam.

teachers day gonna kill weekday mornings.
yog kills sat almost whole day.
ballet kills sunday and thurs nights.
dance tues and friday.

mon - rest
tues - dance
wed - rest
thurs - ballet
fri - dance
sat - yog
sun - ballet.

until until long long later ?
sat released at 11.30pm at floatingg platform somemore ...

LOL.
but sort of enjoying myself i guess..
at least im not sec 4 yet !!!!!
so still is freee !!!

halfhalf .
still sturggling with studies tho !!!
but yup .. try !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today had bio tution in morning ..
afternoon yog ..
until late night ..

then then !!
we played lots !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

while waiting for our turn .
me amelia rachel colette kelly and 2 small girls ..
LOL played pri sch games !!!
but it was still fun !!!
those cant move or laugh games .. then end up laughing !!

today also tried standing on the high containiner there .
28metres !!!!

was quite scared !!!!!!
but fun ..!

din manage to take any photos tho..
next time see if can !!

also dinnered with me ver zhenyi eugene and xav on friday !!!
quite fun !!!! like talk talks..

feeling so tired easily nowaday !!!
exercise exercise ..

also many people sick nowdays !!!

tired!!
byes !!!!

2010-07-09T21:22:00.003+08:00

today was a waaaa day .

LOL.
YESTERDAY AND TODAY
like full of ups and downs !!!!!!
the UPSS.

YESTERDAY YESTERDAY .
DURING BALLET.
HAVE THIS...... TRAINING THING .
then like you need to try and hold there .
head only like 10cm above the ground .
LOL LOL THEN HALFWAY .
FELT DAMN PAIN .
CAUSE I LOST CONCENTRATION SUDDENLY .
THEN I HIT SMACK ON MY HEAD.
LOL
got up and laughed like mad LOL.

then TODAY
i was trying to bend back
THEN HIT HEAD DOWN DIRECTLY .
UNTIL NOW LIKE GOT A BIT BA-LA-KU .
LOL BUT LAUGHED LIKE MAD ALSO .

then then
after dance . i was toking to jingwen about dunno what .
walking at the school gate outside.. turning there .
SUDDENLY. I LOST MY BALANCE .
AND ALMOST FALL SIDEWAYS .
LOL
DAMN FUNNY .
I DUNNO WHY .
SUDDENLY BAM keep almost/already falling !!!
hahas. seems kind of stupid .
BUT ALSO FUN !!!

hahas.
but burst into laughter .
until now still can laugh .
8D

made friends with many people nowadays .
sec 3s .. like friend know friends know friends .
8D quite cool .!!!!

butbutbutbutbut
i din do well for my maths mastery at all .
i dont know what happened ..
i think should be over confidence . .
flunked the whole paper .
same as what happened in the other exam also .

i realised exam only got one chance .
even if you study very hard. understand most things .
but if you leave the paper blank . you still will get zero .
:( so whats most important is the paper itself ..
have to learn to focus ..

STILL ..
thanks all the idiots who cared for me and stuffs .
hahas. you know who you are !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even those who were concerned but din know what to say !!!!!!!!!!
:D :D :D

i will redo the paper again .
maybe once or twice ..
until i achieve the mark i want !!

i dont know... HOW TO WORK SMART ???!!!

anyway so many things happening nowadays !!!
like all the HAPPY . and sad things ..

learn to be CONFIDENT !!! cause most of the time is maybe think too much ..!
BUT ALSO CANT BE OVER CONFIDENT !!!!

byes !!!!!!!

2010-07-04T01:31:00.002+08:00

AN UN PRODUCTIVE SAT AND FRIDAY NIGHT FOR ME .
I DIN EVEN TRY TO CATCH UP ON MY SLEEP .
gosh

haha. i love dance TOO.
and is passionate about dance.
:D :D :D :D
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

AND JUST CAUSE PEOPLE SMILE DOESNT MEAN THAT THEY ARE AIRHEAD !!!
AND AND TEACHERS ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO GOSSIP ABOUT THIER STUDENTS.
ITS JUST WEIRD .

should i add all my 'sister' and 'brother' in facebook as siblings ?
THEN IT WILL BE BOMBA !
HOHOHOHOHOHO
aiya.
idk !

ANYWAY..
BYE !!!!
TIRED....

2010-06-27T22:02:00.001+08:00

today was cool day !!!!!!!!!!!!!
like one of the nicest day in this holiday ...
bought very very very very nice ballet things . watched karate kid. bought new wallet . finished one maths paper !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D :D :D
and still got extra time to study for tomorrow !!!!!!!!!
and sleep early !!!!!
tho i din touch chinese at all !!!!!!!
i think will be okay !!!!
bye !!!!!!!!! :D :D

2010-06-24T20:30:00.003+08:00

LOL LOL

LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL

made me laugh like crap .

2010-06-16T19:04:00.002+08:00

I LOVE THE DANCE CAMP A LOT
AND KAIXIN BBQ
MISS IT TOO

and still dead tired
many fun things that happened .
high .

THE NIGHT TIME

LOL
super bonding times .

and also still crazy with YOG
and i took bus PAST CHANGI PRISON
LIKE WHOA
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE

gave me chills .

but yup .
bonded a lot with the dancers.
lynn ver chloe jinggy especially
plus joey felicia kelly madeline
and the others sec 1s sec 2s
and the SEC 4 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love the presents like crap
will miss you all A LOT
REALLY

hahas
i miss the camp .
posting the photos in fb when i ... have time ?

TIRED LAZY PUT COLOUR TO THIS POST.
but im happy. hehe

2010-06-10T21:12:00.002+08:00

IM JEALOUS OF THE AEM PEOPLE..
it looks like they are having so much fun la
wa lao will be damn fun to be there .
suana jon and lynn .
play and high

INSTEAD OF BEING ANTI SOCIAL

gah
im gonna online/use com less nowadays !!!!
many not very fun things on..
=(
involved in ...
YOG .
YOUTH OLYMPICS GAMESSSSSSSS

so many many practices .
8D
quite cool tho !

havent really started on homework !!!!!!!!
should really start tho !!!
stress stress !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas
bonding a lot with dancers nowadays !!!
and for some reason dont feel like talking .
only laughing .
LOL
LIKE CRAZY

okay !!!
BB !!!!!!
TOMORROW MEETING VER JINGGY CHLOEEEE

2010-06-06T22:43:00.005+08:00

love the experience !!!!!!!!!!!!
will never ever EVER forget
the mothers chest everrr !!!!!!!!!!!

VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY
VERY FUNNNNN !!!

hahas
miss it alr .

:DD

2010-06-02T20:03:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bv8z-RRucso&feature=related
slipping through my fingers~

i feel like a mama when i hear !!!

bonding lots with dancers nowadays !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chloe ver lynn joey weiwen
MUSICAL COMING ..
DUNNO WHAT TO WEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas
love dancers lots .
miss school though !!!
trying my best as always !!!!!

8D
sometimes i wish they dint break thier promises .
even tho jon said it was needed in that time .
and and i want to see the world through different pairs of eyes !!!!!!! :D

8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D

okay !!!
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JINGGY COMING BACK TODAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND AND VERVER BDAY TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-28T23:09:00.004+08:00

australia trip !!!

gonna post a reflection of sec sch time soon !!!
time flies .. !
treasure it !!!

2010-05-28T22:43:00.003+08:00

PEACE.

i can still recall.
our last summer.
i still see it all ..

walk along the seine.
laughing in the rain.
our last summer.
memories that remain..

AHHH
:D

today went chloe house.
one of the very very very very very rare times.
i go to someone house/go out. for NO STUDYING. NO REIVSING
NOTHING BUT SLACK .
FOR LIKE SEVEN HOURS?
WE BONDED.
doing nothing constructive .
but fun ..

i really .
feel lucky ?
MYE IS OVERRR !!!
now i finally take a breath . and look back .
such a hectic 6months .
yet its not over .

this month .
shall be a pit stop !!!!
before continue-ing the run again !!!!!!!

rest and high all day .
all those who are close to me .
the 3M friends ..
3I girls ..
dancers .
brothers sisters ..
thanks for everything !!

lets perservere !!!

2010-05-27T20:14:00.002+08:00

feeling very confused ..
everything about me is fine now .
even though this week was a damn emotional week .

my parents are .. glad for improved results .
everything else is at peace .

but its the people around me.
that are falling apart .
what can i do ?

i apologised to her that day .
LOL. and she SQUASHED ME.
AND THE BLOCK OF GUILT IN MY HEART MELTED AND DISAPPEARED !!!!
:D :D :D

holidays are here .
i feel like the Os cause a real mad rush .

2010-05-20T20:06:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS COOL

i realised i havent done this in a long time.
since pri sch ?
a full day recount.
but this post is VERY LONG. LOL.

lets start !
A TYPICAL SCHOOL DAY IN YL'S EYES.
yeah man

last night i was damn tired .
fell asleep at 12 .
then dint touch my chum things !!!
yup .

TODAY.
WOKE UP AT 5.
in hope of finishing up the filing .
nope. i slacked around dead in the morning .
until 6 and got ready for school !!!!
around 6.30 i met wayne opp. at the road leading to the lrt.
while my mama walked me to lrt .
then when i wanted to wave to wayne.
HE RAN . WHOOSH .
to catch up to the traffic light .
cause he was late. LOL SO WAS I.
so i told my mama bye bye and left also !!!
and stalked wayne to cck station .

met xav chime there .
zhenyi was LATE. LOL.
but it was fun !!!!
took mrt together !!!
I ASKED AROUND .
when was the last time your parents kiss/hugged/hold hands, touched, you?
out of me zhenyi xav chime wayne .
everyones was recently .
i was the last.. >.> like 8 years ago?
and i realised i was deprived and jealous of them .
THIER MOM TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO HUG AND HOLD HANDS WITH THEM LOR .
cool man.
different family total diff lifestyle .
mines not into showing physical lurrrve .

MET CHERYL SIUMIN IN THE MORNING!!!!! ALSO GOT TALK !!!!
AND FORCED CHIME TO SAY HI. LOL.

anyway anyway .
WENT SCHOOL !!!
ALMOST LATE .!!!
but fun !!!
played bonded in mrt/bus .
and highed with dandruff lots !

THEN. ASSEMBLE IN CLASS .
BONDED LOTS . with classmates !!!
me and ver asked shafiq to show us the walk walk chair over chair thing .
very very cool . like no effort ..

and tried to do the filing a little ..
also bond with jeidy andrea radiance becca kelly and vernice reine zhenhao surya siling that side !!!
very very fun .

FELL ASLEEP IN PHYS CLASS.
LOL. TOO SLEEPY .
i just bamb . fell asleep .
dreamt?
then when woke up was 8.20 alr !! time to go !!!
dint manage to bond with liwen much!!!

THEN NEXT .
chum !!!
did filing !!!!
quite okay ..
AND FORCED RENYI TO CONCENTRATE.
LOL.
and i cleared my HISTORY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LEFT SS .
OH YEAH.

next ENGLISH !!!!!!!!!!!!
RECEIVED MY SITUATIONAL RESULTS .
MY CLASS NOBODY. NO ONE AT ALL. FAILED .
LOL DAMN COOL
but the average wasnt high..
i got 17.5/30 .. damn
maisarah got like 20. so kept referring to hers !!!
dint really asked others.. felt shameful of my marks.. BAH

NEXT CHEM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
learnt this new salts thing .
which im really weak at .
i need chem tutor or smth .
or consultor .
cause even when i tried and get up close with mdm loh with questions ..
I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND .
yup ! see how i guess !

RECCESS.
nothing big big ... BUT STILL HAD FUN .
bonded with lynn jolene yukei they all ! and the people on the table .
yup had fun !

CHEENA .
LOL. ALMOST FELL ASLEEP .
damn sian .
holiday homework .. A LOT
but still quite fun .
bonded with becca and her double ulcer on her mouth.
plus mini fight with lynn and crushing each other worksheets .
and tio scolded by LL. >.>
LOL. FUNNY BUT SLEEPY CHINESE LESSON .
so much homework .

PLAY TIME. MATHS . YOUREOUT NEVER COME .
i tried to finish up and concentrate on the file thing but couldnt !!!
LOL. SO DAMN TEMPTED TO PLAY.
the guys at the back were gambling !
classmates here and there studying slacking .
girls in front watched snsd through andrea iphone !!!
me andrea radiance becca jeidy there ! then plus reine siling vernice came along !!!
played played played. chat chat . LOL I CANT FORGET SILING BHB.
LOL. PLAYED LIKE DAMN HAPPY AND SUPER BOND .

THEN BIO .
I FELL ASLEEP .
LOL
i feel quite bad for mdm karima .. cause like .
yesterday i ate in class.. today fell asleep .
magically got A1 for bio .
BUT I WAS HUNGRY AND SLEEPY .
and it was the last period of day !!!!
i shall try not to ..!!! hehe. unless i really cant take it .
anyway ver and liwen were trying to wake me up during the whole process .
LOL. LIKE THROW THINGS AT MY BACK. PULL HAIR. SUANING .
I LIKE IGNORE.
but in the end. i forgot to tell them . IT DID WAKE ME UP !!!!

and good for the LC from LL that i took afterwords ~
bah i got 10/20 ...

then i dint expect lynn and jon to wait for me.
cause i took very long time .
in the end three of us late for SEX TALK.
but yup !! VERY SURPRISED. HOHOHOH.
late for like 10mins ?

SEX TALK WAS FUNNY .
LYNN KEEP ASKING ME WHAT IS THIS AND WHAT IS THAT .
and madeline and chloe were disturbing me from the back .
one day i shall take revenge on them when i sit behind .

THEN GO LEAVE SCHOOL TIME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
left with zhenyi jingwen chloe jodie madeline eugene momo.
xav took car ! jon and lynn car people !
played a little in bus .
LOL. QUITE FUN .
i forgot what we played tho .
but i remember quite fun !
high and everything !!!

THEN
jingwen chloe left for 334 .
met jasmine siling yuenping vankurt they all along the way .
highed in mrt then madeline left !!!
batok jodie left !!!
gombak momo left !!!
then only left me zhenyi eugene .
we 3 din feel like going home ..
at first wanted to go zhenyi house but like very late?
SO WENT LOT ONE AND PLAY

THE DAMN PLAYGROUND
PLAY
DAMN HIGH
VERY FUN
AT FIRST ONLY PLAY THE PLAYGROUND.
WHICH SHOWED ZHENYI WAS THE SURVIVOR WHILE ME AND EUEGNE FELT LIKE PUKING ON THE SPINNING THING .
THEN STARTED TO SPRINGKLE WATER ON ONE ANOTHER .
THEN PLAY IN THE WATER LE. LOL
DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN .

SLACK AND DRY OFF !!

MET GIRL SHANNON FROM PRI SCHOOL. FROM NANYANG .
AND JINGCI . HIGH HIGH AND TALKED .

THEN WENT HOME !!!

HOME.
i asked my mama why never phys contact anymore.
and told her i was jealous of my friends phys contact.
she say cause last time i tell her i dont want.
BUT I WANT NOW .
LOL. BUT SHE SAY SHE DONT MIND IF I POUNCE ON HER .
HA HA HA HA HA
quite awkward but cool .

then i also complain why cant students play at playground.
she say cause students are supposed to GO HOME. after school.
WHICH IS LIKE DAMN DUMB LA .
EXAM OVER STILL GO HOME MEH .
i complain say they should allow students to play during the may/june months .
cause its when MYEs are over.
she say its hard to keep track .
FINE LA.

and adults should play more !!!
why be so serious for 40 years .
you were once a kid also ma
just cause no longer then cannot relax and have fun alr meh ..
like damn dumb .
i dont understand why adults dont play at playground.
when they themselves like need to relax .
it maybe naive but still ..

SO TAA DAAA
MY LONG RECOUNT OF TODAY
THIS POST TOOK 50MINS FOR ME TO TYPE.
RARE POST.
thank you for your attention .

today was a damn good day man .
play but study still !
and finished some work !!!

AND HIGHING WITH CHLOE ON MSN. LOL.

cool day !!!!

2010-05-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

MY RESULTS
start from worst? best ?
BEST.

BIO - A2
EMATHS - B3
CHUM - B3
ENG - C6
PHYS - C6
CHEM - C6
CHI - C6
AMATHS - D7 - 49.5 DAMN
GOEG - F9?

hahas
my goeg feels like beyond hope
but yup !!!
must less fails this term .
trying to improave.

today bonded with lynn time.
and VIVO
hoho
very fun !!!!
but after that feel VERY VERY VERY SLEEPY.
in bus mrt train .
LOL. BUT YUP. REALLY RELAXED FOR THAT FEW HOURS .

feeling VERY VERY sleepy nowadays.
i dont understand why having 6hrs of sleep isnt enough .
but it was. for the past few years of my life until this week !

2010-05-17T20:38:00.002+08:00

LOL. i was wondering why i feel so happy .
i think its cause
THERE IS NO MORE TEST
HAHAHA
AND I BOUGHT BURNED .
IM GONNA READ IT
AND I GET TO SLEEP EARLY WITH ZERO MUGGING.

so yup im happy .
today was quite a fun day also .
in the end dance was cancelled .
jeidy kelly rebecca they all left for movie alr ..
so . yup . i went with the cck people go lot one then we talk about ghost stories !!!
very.. scary/funny ?

and then the dance !!!
and YAO bday tomorrow !!!
and .... my results arent HORRIBLE.
just ..
okay .

yup
feeling very relaxed .
and cancer sucks .
i hope it dies in the whole world or smth.

bye !

2010-05-15T00:19:00.006+08:00

there are happy things in life .
if we continue being sad. it will only become a vicous cycle.
which will keep getting worse and worse .

ill try my best also .
with confidence and determination and smiles !!!
:D

for you all too :)

2010-05-14T23:10:00.001+08:00

lost my mood .

had bonding time for dance and jingci celeste .
i miss pri sch .

2010-05-13T22:00:00.004+08:00

just so you know.
phys- 11/20
chum- 17/30
chem- 38/70
all came at same time..
all damn disappointing .

eng- 15/25 !
bio- 17/20 !

but still
A maths geog chinese.
die subjects
hais.
they mark so fast .

but after that i highed with HALO !
so a little happy :)

2010-05-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA !!!
EXAM IS OVER !!!
TODAY WAS DAMN FUN !!!

i feel worried for exams !!!
but i know i did my best under the stress and pressure .
DO BETTER FOR EOYS

i bet many people feel guilty that they are not studying !!!
im gonna study ... one chap per week ?
AT LEAST
during the holidays ?
idk
just continue studying ..

TONIGHT SLEEP EARLY !!!!
CATCH UP ON LOST SLEEP !!!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JODIE !!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZHENHAO !!!!!

2010-05-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH
OH YEAH
4 MORE PAPERS TO GO
THE HARDEST. CHINESE. AMATHS. GOEG.
IS OVER

SCIENCE . EMATHS LEFT
OH YEAH

i have been mugging like shit lately
sorry for the cold replys. or late replys via messages !

today a maths. sure die

hais .

many people tell me dont let previous papers affect you .
but whenever i think of the past times i receive papers and get a fail .
its feeling damn discouraged luh .
and i dint try my best for the papers.
i tried my best in that period of time.
but not my best... of my best .

should have revised earlier.
now i regret .

BUT ANYWAY. 4 MORE PAPERS TO GO
I HAVE TO SCORE WELL
try best ..

TODAY WAS A REALLY REALLY REALLY FUN DAY .
after all
i thought it was gonna be dooms day .
cause A maths and goeg are my .. VERY VERY WEAK SUBJECTS
followed by chinese ..
but NO.
I MANAGED TO ANSWER 5 QUESTIONS. AT LEAST .
AND GOEG I MANAGED TO WRITE QUITE A LOT
AND IM HAPPY
YEAH MAN

after that went out with kelly jeidy they all .
very funny !!!
after that thought i go home cause they wanted to go library then i din know how to gamble.. lols

THEN MET JODIE ZHENYI CHLOE EUGENE AND MAHADEY AT JE
lol
high like shit.
play play play
eat eat eat
then they came over to study !!!
cause cck library too crowded. and they really wanted to study !!!

posting the photos in facebook !!!!!!

today i made 2 mistakes.
one i know i would be forgiven.
second maybe not .

for some reason i cant forgive easily. i really cant. even when im trying .
almost broke my promise. but i will try my best not too :)

good luck for the next few exams !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas
there is still time
STUDY HARD .
MAKE YOURSELF PROUD . !!!!!!

2010-04-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

i really want this ordeal to be over.. cause it seems like after this. many many many things would be better .

perhaps one day i will believe in it. :)

2010-04-29T19:59:00.005+08:00

its 8 ..
im not gonna post till ..
AFTER THE WHOLE EXAMSSS

3 weeks of no touching phone much
3 weeks of no touching com
3 weeks of less tele
3 weeks of less wii
3 weeks of less xbox
3 weeks of less play

after exam ...
ONE MONTH OF SMSING LIKE SHIT
ONE MONTH OF BEING HOOKED ON COM
ONE MONTH OF COUCH POTATO
ONE MONTH OF WII MADNESS. HARVEST MOON.
ONE MONTH OF HALO
ONE MONTH OF CELEBRATION

HAHAHAHAHAA

okay
but now study hard
feeling tired more and more !!!

lets try our best !!!!!!!! :) :D

2010-04-23T21:36:00.002+08:00

at first i got talk to lynn then okay le
really
i learnt to understand and everything more
and things that are not to me.
think on the good side.
really just.. ya
unless affecting me .

but then i see the fb .
then what am i supposed to do.

2010-04-23T19:48:00.004+08:00

so many things today happened !!!
we finished the dance !!!!!!
finally .!
after super long ..
then very cool !!!
okay. la . =)
quite cute. lols
kaixin saw the dance !!

and i finished the chem test !!!!!!!!!
oh yeah
so feeling like burden gone .

quite happy happy today =)
just many thoughts .

angry at nobody .
just thoughts ..

-why dump your friends like shit. previously for 'better' friends and come back to them ?
dont let the same thing happen again .
-and you cant expect people to come to you !!!
all these is not relating me . but the friends and friends around me .
so i dont know !!!

then.. sometimes i dont know what should i do also !!!!
for myself? or for the others?

gah .
myes coming !!!
LETS GO PLAY LIKE CRAZY AFTER !!!

2010-04-22T19:41:00.004+08:00

i was sick today !! and yesterday !!!
and i tried studying .
but failed !!!
only study two chapters .
oh man

still cramming later.

anyway i wanna thank all the dumb dumbs for yesterday in school.
the get wells .
lols

you know who you are !!
thanks jeidy for her super 风油 !!
and the friends who came to visit !!!
and the people who messaged and are still messaging me now if im okay and everything!!!
and the people who gave me tissue !!
and those who allow me to lean on them when i was feeling weak even tho i was a walking virus !!
and those whom i could tell understand how i felt !!
and the get wells soon!!
and the go home now.!! LOL

taa da
i missed a whole maths lesson. >.>
not from kaye but from margret. = die
plus i realise that norilah is really good.
jons 'father' is a horrible teacher.
and i have to take chem test and phys test still !!!
and how to do chinese LC. ?!?!

bye!!!!!!
:D

2010-04-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS A DAMN WAA DAY.
emoed twice .
almost puked twice.
1. seeing a lot of blood from flow from xy fall .
2. cutting a fking bloody chiken liver into two. after eating recess
high A LOOOOT .
laughed a lott ..
stressed a lot ..
felt giddy?
2 hours nonstop concentration 10 of us alone time with dinghong laoshi. learning total new dance.
and at the end of the day had a quite bad headache with all the drama today .

TAA DA .
like really
super vomitty. emo. tiring. happy day .
lols.
but quite okay !!!

learnt a few things. that people cant read other minds. but as long as they realise and are willing to change its okay !
and i really hate it when you promise over 5times but can never do it cause you simply dont know and dare to tell the other person. EVEN when the other person WILL understand and accept one!

2010-04-18T14:00:00.002+08:00

and and LAST NIGHT .
even tho i din go acidenda ..
gah ..

I PLAYED HALO 2
LOL
but its the old xbox !!!
played for one hour plus.
LOL
DAMN HIGH .
with sis and dad .

hahas.
AFTER MYE HALO AGAIN PLEASE. and thank you .

:D :D :D

2010-04-18T13:50:00.002+08:00

IM SAD OVER A HAPPPY REASONNNNNNNNNNNNN
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i wanna go acienda
acidenda acidenda .

BUT NO .
ITS OVER

DAMNNNNNN

but thanks for those who messaged and talk to me
haha
im better already
:D

2010-04-16T22:39:00.003+08:00

would you feel good. if youre trying your best. but things never work out.
would you feel good if you had to choose between what you love. and what you must.
and people expect you to choose what you love first .
would you feel good if people are scoring As but all youre getting is a passing grade.
would you feel good if you feel like theres never a break
would you feel good if you hear about many many people crying
would you feel good if you suck at something. even after trying .
would you feel good if youre tired but you can never stop.
would you feel good if you feel what others is feeling when they tell you their troubles .
would you feel good if this was mutiplied by 5 times
would you feel good if you feel exactly like them. and you cant do anything about it .
would you feel good if the person you depended on the most. left you.
would you feel good if you hear shoutings every night
would you feel good if one day you suddenly snapped when you cant help it any longer.
would you feel good if you realised what you said hurt somebody
would you feel good if you know some of them will leave you when you say the truth
would you feel good if all these happened to you at the same time?

i do feel good. that i know my friends are there for me
i do feel good that i have people to depend on
i do feel good that i am doing well in what i love
i do feel good when i feel the satisfaction of my own effort
i do feel good when i know i managed to cheer someone else up
i do feel good when i know that i will not ever be left out
i do feel good when i am with the people i trust a lot
i do feel good when i am improving
i would feel good. when all these happen at the same time .

but is it enough ?

2010-04-15T22:02:00.002+08:00

celebration of free thursdayyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tytyty

okay
im feeling a little happier nowadays !!!
and trying to learn to let go still
so many people encountering problems .
and falling sick .

sucks man

the ballet exam was okay !!!!!!!
quite fun !!!!!!
now grade 8 le .
HOHOHO
HEH .

bonding with many many people .
learning not to have doubts .

im scolding/lecturing my friends these few days. lols
its not out of hatred or dislike .
more like care and irritated .
LOL
and i rather say things to face than to other people .
or to contain and bomba sooner or later .
and they dont even realise that i was angry .LOL

BUT YUPPPP !!!!!!
QUITE OKAYYY

MIDDYEARS COMING
LETS ALL CELEBRATE AFTER MYES YEAH .
GO OUT .
OUTINGS
EVERYTHING ..

NOW LETS STUDY
LIKE SHIT

TOMORROW WILL BE A HAPPY DAY .
FRIDAY
BYEBYE !!!
NO COMMONTESTTTT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-10T13:55:00.003+08:00

im feeling less enthu now and everything ..
probably cause of MYEs . homework .
pressure .
rumors ?

people tell my bad stuffs about others ..
some of which i really wish i dint hear .
cause it will cause my impression of that person to change .
unless i try to forget it .

then the rumors .
not very bad rumors .
just very curious questions .
what can i do ?

i feel like im having no life although i know i very much have a life .
damn .

but as usual . love friends and everything
:)

the seniors left us yesterday .
miss them like mad .
its like they were part of dance ?
and now part of it is gone .

they were also very close to us .
for all you know. closer than we are to OUR juniors .
so yup ..
like big sisters gone .
and syfs next year .
stress stress more stress .

dance exam coming .
OH MAN
tuesday .
going school only for cca .
i want to try to get distinction .
but im not confident .
the moment i feel nervous. everything might be gone .

so i hope .
:)

results sucks more and more .
sec 3 is tiring man .
and my tution teach tells me uni is equally hard .
dont like the education system .
>.>

maybe i post again when i feel more enthu .
:))

yup yup!!
stay happy !!!!!!!

2010-04-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

LOL
im supposed to eat apple.
and my reward is a apple pie.

2010-03-31T20:19:00.003+08:00

LOL.
OKAY
BE HAPPY .
now that emo post is over

I WANTED TO LIGHT MY HOUSE UP WITH CANDLES !!!
ON EARTH DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WILLL LOOK DAMN NICE .
but i fell asleep !

THEN TOMORROW EATING MAC BREAKFAST AT 6AM BEFORE SCH
LOL
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE

hahas.
looking forward
TOMORROW GAMES DAYYYYYYYYY !!!

before that went out with big group !!!!!!
super fun !!!!!
and bonding with many like mad now .
those dumbdumbs in 3m .
jeidy radiance andrea rebecca kelly stephanie VIKI reine siling nila . and others..
LOL

but yup!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lifes cool !!!!!!!!!!
but i miss her.
and i sound like a lesbian .

LOL
SOMEDAY MAYBE I AM

OFFICIALLY SNAPPED FROM STUDYING !!

BYEBYE !!!
and i really appreciate you dumbdumbs a lot !!!!
always remember to smile !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!